I'm desperate to find a boyfriend this 2019 and I hate it because I feel like I'm no longer trusting God. The waiting is so so so painful and I'm afraid I'll be alone forever. :'(
That’s a hard mindset to be in. It really doesn’t set you up for a win. I’ve seen countless friends of mine search high and low for husbands. They’d sniff out any potential male that walked into our church. No luck. No fruit. It wasn’t until they sat down with God and made plans to follow him in everything, to trust him, and to accept his plans for their lives that they saw progress.
Firstly, they were free from the striving and searching, and secondly, they all met their husbands/husbands-to-be within 6 months.
Surrender everything to him. Every hearts desire. Every longing. Every plan. You’re not giving these things up, but you’re giving them to someone who knows what to do with them. Who can make them come to fruition.
You will not be alone forever. You’re not alone right now. Holy Spirit gives you love each day. Live in that love.