Jun 15, 2025
Havent posted any of my projects this year yet, been dealing with a lot of health issues, physical and mental. But i was just able to finish this guy here and hes so cute
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Havent posted any of my projects this year yet, been dealing with a lot of health issues, physical and mental. But i was just able to finish this guy here and hes so cute
Been haveing a stupid amout of pain lately and ive been so busy that i really cant just sit and chill. Weve had events almost every week, trying to make make enough to cover rent, makeing stuff for the events, takeing care of our new rescue kitten(her family threw her out and she littely ran straight to my door and ran inside when my partner opened the door. We checked with them, they dont want her and threw her out like trash. Shes mine now), and we have an inspection at the end of the week. Just finished cleaning one bedroom and im takeing a break before go to clean the bathroom
Gods i was so sick today. Didnt even get up till 5pm and then ended up pukeing like 4 times, twice when i was out cause i needed to go to the store. Partner basicly put me to bed when i got back cause they saw how ill i was. I seem to be ok now, keeping some crackers and powerade down. But gods. If its not my legs giveing me issues its something else
Deciding to do better isn't just one simple decision or one step. It's realizing that you really are 'that' sick and making the choice to medicate for it. Its seeing yourself pulling away from friends and relationships and not knowing why. Its apologizing for being away and trying to send a gif that made you think of them. Healing is picking up hobbies again. But its also spireling. Its wakeing up feeling sick and weak cause you didnt eat enough the day before and habeung to struggle to get something in your system. Its 1 step forward then two back but then you jump ahead and slide down later but going back up again.
Its currently 10 am and im stoned off my ass cause my pain was through the roof. Debating haveing a shroom chocolate too.
Woke up in a world of pain this morning. Im vapeing to see how long just vapeing takes to hit. If it takes to long ill scrap the project and just take a gummy or two. If i end up super stoned that will just be my own fault. No work today so its fine. I cant even move right now without whimpering so if i end up stoned oh well. May update when things feel better
Odd situation.
I have been suffering with crps for about 7 years now. The disability has been getting steadily worse as time has passed. The pains been near unbearable recently to the point where im haveing to medicate nearly nightly. I use legal thc as well as microdoseimg mushroom edibles from local smoke shops. Unfortunately, i have found that i need to be high as a kite in order to feel relief. My toes on both feet are paralyzed from the disorder, but this morning ive been able to move the toes on my less affected foot. Im wondering if its from the drugs? Im sober right now, cant medicate if i have to go out, so i know its real. This is so weird.
I wish i didnt have to mediacte myself into oblivion in order to feel any sort of relief from my pain issues. Im hurting so bad right now. I get to go home in about 2 hours so theres that atleast. And i can got to the smoke shop and get some stuff. But i wish i didnt have to take so fucking much