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[flowriderinc]

Flowboarders having a nice dinner after practicing at @AquaWorldCancun! www.Flowboarders.com #Chstr #AquaWorld #FlowRider #Flowboarding #Flowboarders (at Aquaworld Cancun)

[subtlegirl]

March 31st It was our last day at school and we had our party. We stayed at least until 6pm until school just because tambay. Aaand I was about to go home when he hugged me from behind and with that moment, I felt really secured. It was that "please don't go hug" Pwede sumabog kahit mga five minutes lang?

[subtlegirl]

Me: I want the best for you and obviously I'm not so yeah

Him: Don't say that, you are my best

[subtlegirl]

Conversations I’d skip sleep for

It was 11pm last night, you said you were tired and I said that you should sleep but you said no, it’s okay because you’re talking to me. Little do you know, how I am melting deep inside with that simple thing you have said. But of course I didn’t tolerate your foolish actions because you said you were damn tired so I pushed you to rest but ended up talking until 2am about the most random things in life. But of course, you know that I wasn’t allowed to stay up that late so you said that I should sleep. And of course, I’m also tired so I said yes but you should sleep, too. That was my condition and you did what I just said. You said you love me, and I said I love you too. With that, I fell asleep with a big smile on my face.

[subtlegirl]

March 27th; 11:46am

How I missed typing random stuff, how my day went, and all. Yes, I guess this is the time to go back to this wonderful place--my safe haven, my sanctuary.

So, let’s talk about what’s been happening to me lately.

i. We almost broke up because I almost gave up, almost. I’m surely glad I didn’t because I wouldn’t be here right now if I did. 

ii. We’ve been yolo-ing like there’s no tomorrow. Roadtrip there and everywhere but yes, we still got finals tomorrow until Wednesday.

iii. I’m bored, super.

iv. I don’t know anymore

[subtlegirl]

“When will I be enough?” That’s the question I'd ask myself a million times in the past few months.

I tried so hard to satisfy my parents’ demands. I did my best to be the best friend and God knows what effort I exerted to be the girl he needs.

And in the end, nah. “I’ll never be enough,” I said.

But I was wrong all along. Those were all my negativity clouding my mind. I tried to look on the brighter side of the picture and I have realized that the best is yet to come.

And now, everything’s in place.

[subtlegirl]

November 22nd, 10:01am

It’s been a while. 

But life’s been pretty good to me, and that kept me busy. I’ve been busy enjoying life through the ups and downs. No words can explain how grateful I am today for everything that happened to me in the previous months.

First, we are doing good. Almost a year going strong. 

Second, studies are doing well too. Pretty well actually.

Third, my relationship with my parents went 0-100 real quick. Gah, thank you Lord.

And lastly, my friends and I are doing fine too. And I love them so much.

Thank you Lord for this kind of life.

[subtlegirl]

I can’t hide it. I’m very disappointed because you aren’t going tomorrow. Paasa ka, dude. Okay.