Sep 29, 2016
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Proud of you the chub I caught on a fly I tied myself #flyfishing #angler #ramaporiver #ramaporivernj #fishing #flytying #halloweenelkhaircaddis #chub #chubbychubchub (at Ramapo Valley County Reservation)
The awkwardness of sitting.
So, for the most part, I'm alright with my body, large though it is (helped, oddly enough by a drunk man at a party saying "You are the all-boob! Don't worry if you don't have a boyfriend now. You'll make a guy SO LUCKY BECAUSE YOU'RE ALL BOOB EXCEPT FOR YOUR ELBOWS!" I was decidedly less drunk than he was but it's still a good story). But I've gotten to a point where I'm really self-conscious at weird times, and by weird things. I saw a picture of me sitting, now I'm like "I LOOK LIKE AN AWKARD FREAK WHENEVER I SIT." so when I'm sitting in class I just feel so awkward; it's horrible. Especially when next to guys you like and you're keenly aware they don't like you and you get that sinking feeling that it's because of the way you sit.
Maybe I'll just never sit again, and stand in such a way where you never see my profile. UGH, ugh, ugh.
It'd almost be easier if that were the reason a guy didn't like me though...