KISS IT BETTER - toxicbf!rafecameron x reader
What happens when love is no longer here and the only thing that makes you both stay is sex ?
a/n: y’all I don’t know what spirit got into me but once kiss it better by Rihanna started playing this idea wouldn’t leave my brain so enjoy and let me know if I should write more about them !! (Requests are still open<3)
warnings: smut, explicit language, oral (f!receiving), overstim-ish, unprotected p in v, light mention of spit, smoking
“I'm done rafe, it's over.” This time you were serious; it was what you told yourself: that it was for the best, that you needed this relationship to end. “Please don't do this to me! You can't it end like this!” Rafe shouts as he grabs you before you could walk out of the room.
It’s been months since your relationship has slowly started to fracture. You'd lie to yourself by believing that it'll pass, that everything would get back to what it used to be, but it didn't. Rafe became more distant, he wasn't the man who only had eyes for you and would go crazy when others dared to look your way. As time passed, you'd also stop making an effort to maintain your couple. But you couldn't bring yourself to leave and Rafe knew how to prevent you from doing so.
For you the arguing part wasn't the worst, what hurt you the most was how you couldn't say no to him, how angry you could get and yet you couldn't resist him, you couldn't control how your body reacted to his touch and how your mind would forget how hurt you felt once he started to go down on you. Sadly Rafe became aware of it and he also couldn’t let go.
Despite loving you more than anything, his pride and ego were too high to bring himself to confess, to apologize, and ask for your forgiveness. He knew staying distant was only pushing you further away but he also feared opening up to you. Trusting you wasn't a problem, but trusting himself was. What if he went back to his old ways? What if he messed up again and risked losing you after finally letting you in? That was the only thought that would go through his mind.
He knew that to make you stay, he had to make you forget— and to make you forget, he needed to fuck your brains out. You hated yourself for giving in, but you knew how self sabotage you’d get when it came to him. But what kind of woman would say no when the man she loves grabs her by the waist and whispers in her ear how sorry he feels ? How evil would it be for her to feel his tears wet her collarbone as he tries to explain how hard it is for him and not turn around to look at him ?
Both of you couldn’t let go, the two of you weren’t strong enough to end this relationship, or was it the other way around ? Is it that the two of you are too strong and hopeful for this relationship to survive this trial ? too strong that you both stay and fight as long as you can ? Or too strong to give up on a love that was already doomed the moment it started.
Right now those thoughts were long gone in your mind as you felt Rafe’s lips pressed against yours, his arms wrapped around your waist as he deepened the kiss. Your hands crawls up to his neck, bringing his face closer to yours. He leaves trails of “im sorry”’s and kisses down to your neck before lifting you up by the thighs and setting you on your bed.
His kisses are getting slower as he removes your top and unhooks your bra. You both knew this wasn’t right but neither of you was preventing the other one. Rafe continues his path down to your breast, spreading kisses that will leave marks in the aftermath. Soft moans would escape your mouth and your hands would find their way onto Rafe’s head as he continued his path down to your stomach. You could feel his mouth mutter words on your lower stomach and his breathing leaving a cooling sensation as he slowly pulls your pants down, alongside your panties.
He grabs your ankle to continue his trail of kisses up to your inner thigh, you could feel him mumbling how sorry he felt and how he wish he could change. As much as you’d want to believe him, you knew those words all too well. As Rafe gets closer to your cunt he could feel your body tense up. “Let me make it up to you, let me make you feel good sweetheart, please.” he almost begs as he rises his head to catch your attention before he starts sucking on your pussy.
Not only was he good with his words but his tongue too, as he sucks on your clit you could feel your mind relax and your hands automatically grab his head while he slides his finger inside you. You can’t help yourself but let loud whines escape your lips as you pull onto his hair, making him growl on your cunt. Rafe decides to accelerate his pace, spitting on his fingers as he inserts another finger making you moan even louder. “Ah!—fuck!” You could start to feel your brain slowly forget what you just said earlier and Rafe was nowhere close to stop himself.
He uses his free hand to grab your hip and pulls you closer to the edge of the bed, giving him better access to your cunt. He speeds his pace once again, making your moans even louder and he could feel on his fingers how wet you had become. “Fuck Rafe !—I can’t hold any longer!” You yelped. That’s when he completely stops, he quickly removes his shirt and starts kissing you again as he unbuckles his belt and pulls his pants down.
This time the kiss is more passionate, Rafe slides his tongue inside your mouth and purposely goes slow to make you go crazy. The sloppiness and your moans were the only sounds you could hear in your bedroom. “Rafe… please!” He was making you wait, and it was painful. You could feel his smile against your lips, and he reassures you before he slides in. You gasp at the sensation while Rafe continues to add kiss marks on your neck.
You knew you were almost at your peak, and Rafe's moans right in your ear were accelerating the moment. “Shit baby you feel so good!” he whimpers as he continues to hit over and over on that gushy part inside of you. “Ah— please don't stop!” You were almost there and started to hold on to Rafe’s neck as he kept on with his deep thrust in your cunt. The clapping sound of your hips colliding with each-other and the heated atmosphere made it impossible for you to focus on anything but Rafe pushing himself inside you.
Right as you were about to exhale, you feel a sudden rush that freezes your whole body. You tighten your embrace around Rafe’s neck and hear his moans becoming more muffled. “Fuck! I’m coming !” You wail. The feeling was blissful, too blissful, too much that you couldn’t properly speak as Rafe kept pounding inside you. “Rafe please!” You whine out weakly pushing his shoulder to make him slow down. But he doesn’t budge, he was awfully enjoying seeing you in this state. “What sweetheart ? You want me to stop ?” He pauses all the way inside you, making your pussy twitch around his cock. “Fuck !” You whine in harmony.
You decide to flip your position and find yourself on top of Rafe. He looks at you and grins before placing his hands under his head. “All right I’m all yours” he jokes as you settle yourself and places your hands on his chest for support. You start slow at first, enjoying the sight of him trying to control himself. Rafe lets out loud sighs and whines, making the most enchanting sounds you’d ever heard from him. “Ah—shit! I can’t hold any longer!” He whines. Seeing him in that state made your lower stomach twitch, you knew he was always a whiny mess but right now it felt different, no words could describe how burning and urgent the moment felt.
You begin to speed up the rhythm, causing rafe to settle his hands on your hips, to help you keep your balance and pushes himself deeper inside you. “Oh—fuck!” You feel a strong wave of hot fluid coating your walls as Rafe tighten his grip on your hips. You also were about to reach climax once again, your hips instinctively moved faster while Rafe lowered his thumbs to your clit. You no longer could control yourself, the feeling of rafe inside you and his thumb rubbing on your swollen clit made your brain completely shut down. “Fuck!— I’m almost there!” You sigh, suddenly your legs tighten around Rafe and that same rush returns but stronger than the first one.
You fall back on Rafe’s chest as you both try to catch your breath, you could hear how fast his heart was beating while feeling your own. Rafe gently removes himself and you lay back on the bed. He pulls you closer to him and pulls the sheets over the two of you. As you start to doze off, you feel small circles on the back of your shoulder soothing you to sleep.
You get awaken by the sunlight on your face as you tries to get out of bed you get caught by Rafe’s arms wrapped around you. “Mhmm stay” he whispers, but you reassures him before slowly getting off his grip and stand up, grabbing your robe on your way to the bathroom. Once you’re done cleaning yourself up, you walk to your balcony. You grab a cigarette from Rafe’s pack and his lighter as you sit on the patio sofa.
As you inhale your first hit you contemplate the view, birds are chirping around and you could feel the cool wind down your back. You’re enjoying the quietness of this morning, but as you exhale reality hits. The events of last night comes back to you, just like the frustration that came with it resurfaces. You let smoke fill your lungs and try to relax, you try to not let the words you both exchanged last night to get to you. You exhale once again and feel warm hands rest on your shoulders and a gentle kiss to your neck.
You knew what he was doing, if he wasn’t Rafe Cameron you’d think he’d check up on you but no. He was trying to see if you had forgotten— or so forgive him. In the past you would’ve smiled and hug him to reassure him but now you couldn’t, you were tired of this never ending cycle and no longer had the strength to continue. He sits next to you, grabs the cigarette from your hand and takes a drag before placing it to your lips. You instinctively inhale the smoke as Rafe looks at you.
You could tell he felt sorry, the way his eyes were full of regrets made you feel sad, but none of you had the courage to say something, so you both sat in silence. It wasn’t an uncomfortable one but more of a compassionate one, he rests his hand on your thigh while you rest your head on his shoulder, sharing the cigarette until it was done.
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