Funny how I wished more guys were pressured to shave their hair and wear make up and dresses.
That’s the only thing about being a Cis Male that I envy.
Because as much as I wished I was a fucking perfect girl,
And I hate how fucking cis men are told to just be a certain way otherwise their disowned by society and degraded by society in a more hurtful way than women (because most women don’t choose to purposely look bad. I’m the only women by default that I know that would rather look average for the sake of my pettiness)
But cis women? Apparently makeup always makes us feel good (I feel like a fucking clown at times, no really)
And apparently cute little dresses means I can’t be more dominant and aggressive than the average man on the street.
Nah, I rather learn how to stab someone from afar than ever be a perfect girl for someone, if that was the case.
The only good thing about being a women is can make people uncomfortable on purpose because they assume I don’t mean any harm (not that I do mean harm) lol
And that I typically can wear more traditional men clothing like ugly pants and shit, not even shit for guys that look good in, like that other masculine shit is Sexy and Hot (but not wear it entirely or too because then it’s also being disowned from
Society and “Ewww you look like a boy!” And I’m like; “Ewww you look like a pile of crap lol”
Apparently sexy clothes and stuff that turns people on (which is highly gross in my opinion)
Is just girl clothes. Which ew. Guy clothes should turn people on more because it is sexy and simply, simply because it’s “Guy Clothes” and associated more with guys, So Pfft (that’s the case for
Clothing, yet no one wants to admit that shit bevsuse again, it makes people like Creepy men mad)
I hate the double stands.
Why can’t I just want to be a Mascluine women?
Why can’t I just have a femboy husband?? :/ (NO, I’m not gonna treat him as any different than any man, doing so would be so stupid)
What if I’m just into males who suck at being males
The same way I suck at being a women??