#cjh

[eff4tlesslove]

i miss you

[killerkq]

this photo of jongho lives rent free in my head just fyi

[eff4tlesslove]

i breathe and i ache

i think and i cry

i feel and i break

i see and i remember

7,479 days I had with you

224 holidays spent together

countless memories made

yet it’ll never be enough

i spend my days in a daze

constantly yearning for you

i look to the moons phase

hoping you’re looking back at me too

[eff4tlesslove]

if death were a train

it’d be the vessel transporting us to our final destination

leaving all loved ones behind

you cannot take a suitcase

but enter only as you are

this train moves swiftly but silently along its tracks

giving none the grace of knowing its arrival

taking the route down memory lane

reminiscing on our life’s favorite moments

i hope you saw me on your last ride

i know i will see you when the train comes for me

may it come sooner than later

[eff4tlesslove]

the world keeps moving forward

it pisses me off

how can life continue on

i’m still stuck in august

i don’t want to move on

i refuse to

i’m still stuck in august

where i can hear your voice

i can feel your arms around me

how dare they continue on

when i’m still stuck in august

asking you all my questions

seeing you smile while sharing stories

hearing your truck come down the road

suddenly now i’m behind it’s wheel

but my heart and soul are still stuck in august

days blend together

while my life’s in a daze

every breath feels like i’m drowning

sinking further into the depths of darkness

because i’m still stuck in august

where i had you near.

[thathatz]

i'm not even fucking kidding when i say this. this is fucking sinister., this has taken my SOUL from my body. it's of the DEVIL it is unholy and sinful.

[thathatz]

smoldering love, piling up ASH . . .

[thathatz]

he's earned this