#classoffice

[winterforever]

happy thanksgiving ^_^

i always complain about things in my life, but i guess honestly, those things are in my reach and if i just work a little harder, it's possible to change them.

my family - you guys are always so supportive of me and although a lot of the time i may seem ungrateful for you guys, i always regret those moments later on and always spend a lot of time thinking about how much i love you guys. i love you guys so much, and am so thankful to have such a loving family such as you guys to always support me and help me, and who got my back <3

my friends - to be honest, i haven't had much time to see you guys these days. you guys haven't been the greatest to me, but neither have i, as i rarely get to spend time with you. but thank you guys for keeping me company.

my life - i'm not super super in love with my life now, as there are so many things that could be better - above all, my grades for one. but i am really happy and satisfied with my life, and am SO thankful for being able to get a position in our class office, both because it has allowed me to meet so many new people that make me happy and have a lot of fun and laughter in my life, and because if i didn't, i probably wouldn't have been able to be friends with you. <3 . i am also really thankful for getting on song, because although it makes me so busy and conflicts with so many other events and we do things that are pointless sometimes such as cheering as games, it has allowed me to improve my dancing (and also keep fit!) and also meet a few people as well.

thank you so much, i am just so thankful and grateful for everything(': <3

[winterforever]

my grades are bad. really bad. not even asian bad. but like normal really bad. and my mom calculated and apparently it's already too late for me to get an a in math even if i ace every test and homework and finals from now on. and just like. ugh i don't know what to do.

i have to get straight a's. if i can't do it FRESHMAN year, how will i be able to survive the rest of highschool.

and i just regret so much. and want to undo so many things. i would've studied more. paid more attention. had less of a homecoming-rebound-lazymode time. gotten better grades on tests.

i am literally doing SO bad in math right now. and not even math, but bio and lit as well. and i don't know if i'll be able to raise it.

i felt so ambitious coming into highschool - i would be on song, class office, do well in fbla, get straight a's, join a billion clubs, do a ton of volunteer work. now, song and class office are eating up my time and i barely have time for even academics. and i just don't know what to do.

i'm feeling a little more optimistic/ambitious right now, studying ahead for bio and trying to understand math regardless of feeling tired and hazy, but i do not know if i will be able to keep this up.

i want straight a's. i need straight a's. i need good grades.

just like. ugh. i don't know what to do ):

[winterforever]

whooots going out to dinner + bowling bonding/meeting with the asb officers later! ^_____^

or like kinda soon heheh ^_____^ i kinda can't wait and am nervous since idk like what to bring and stuff and like i suck at bowling and i'm self conscious when i eat and just like mer but it's so exciting heheh since they're seniors! yay freshmen/senior bonding time<3