#mythoughtsss

[you-and-me-are-the-world]

Melancholy is black and white, loneliness is blue.. and sadness? Sadness is inbetween.

[winterforever]

i just need to rinse my mind out and just focus on the positives and the things that matter.

[winterforever]

back from the last football game of the season!

i'm not sure if i'll miss football games or not. they were really boring and long and cold and i hated them sometimes, but some were actually really nice and i've grown really attached [to] and fond of the team.

and i just realized like right now that this was the last game of the season. no more football game cheering. this was the last game that i would see the seniors play. no more number 5.

and now i regret not taking advantage of the moment.

this game was pretty fun though - there were my leadership senior friends (not him though unfortunately :( ) in the crowd who kept on cheering for me and made turning around and actually doing the cheers something to look forward to. and they made me laugh and smile a lot(: and for the first half of the game, it was really fun talking with my friend [who had to leave second half since she rolled her ankle doing bump down] because we're both so like awkward and stuff LOL. but like yeah hahah.

i'm like super glad we won this game though(: it was a really nice way to finish the season, especially for the boys - who i've seen through it all, thick and thin, tears of joy and happiness to tears of sadness, grief, and anger.

[winterforever]

baack from panera(:

noww continuing my pll marathon [with blogging in between - hopefully hahah] that i started LOL. i don't really feel comfortable watching with my mom in the kitchen cooking food though HAHAH. but omg i lovee it so far(: it's just like so heartbreaking how they try to add drama and make everything drama/complicated/in worst case scenario and stuff though like omg ajdklaj;sdfl;asf.

but yeaah i like it(: it kinda sucks though since i know so many spoilers LOL but it's okay i guess ><

whee we bought a lot of snacks too LOL so i'm going to be eating thosee c: yaay yummy<3

[winterforever]

omg just finished reading the hunger games!

IT'S SOOO GOOD AJSDKLFJALKFJ<3 I CAN'T WAIT TO READ THE NEXT BOOK IN THE SERIES(:

but it makes me so annoyed that i pretty much know like everything that's going to happen JDKADFJLDAJ -_________- that initially would've ended after i finished this book, but the day before yesterday some idiot who thinks he's cool like shouted out EVERYTHING that was going to happen ASJDKLJFDAKLJFL -_______- i'm soo annoyed since people already spoiled this book for me and i actually thought that once i finished this book it would end -________-

and i can kinda see how the other books will kinda relate now - catching fire, since katniss was "the girl on fire", and mockingjay because of her pin and the birds carrying rue's song.

BUT OMG AJDKLFJADLF I WANT GALE AND KATNISS TOGETHER. SO BAD. ADJKLFDSJLDJLKAJFL<333

[winterforever]

just finished watching dream high episode 14.

HAESUNG STILL LOVES JB, BUT SHE'S HELPING RIAN AND JB GET TOGETHER WHEN RIAN STILL TREATS HER SO BADLY ADJKFLAJDFLD. AND FOR HER STAGE? I THOUGHT THAT SHE WOULD BE THE ONE SINGING WITH JB, BUT NOOO. IT'S RIAN SINGING WITH JB AJDKLAFJDLKF. AND I THINK JB THOUGHT THAT HE WAS GOING TO SING WITH HAESUNG TOO (unless it was a translation mistake or something - because he was like "if i sing with you, then you have to give me a lot of apples!" or something like that) UNLESS AFTER HE SANG WITH RIAN HE WAS GOING TO SING WITH HAESUNG OR SOMETHING BUT I DON'T REALLY KNOW BECAUSE WITH THE FLASHBACKS IT KINDA CONFUSED ME LOL. it's supposed to be haesung and jb together, NOT RIAN ADKJKLFAJDLF. i really hope jb doesn't like fall in love with rian again or something, BECAUSE RIAN DOESN'T DESERVE IT. i hope that he'll continue loving haesung. and i feel so bad akdjfladfj because he loved haesung so much (likee ran after her and even called her a lot of times after they broke up, and thought that they were going to be going on a date so he took a long time picking out his outfit and everything! D:) but even though she still loves him, she's trying to push her feelings away because she believes that they "don't belong together" and that he belongs with rian, because RIAN HAS BEEN GETTING TO HER HEAD AJDKLJDLF. and i feel so sad for him with the chopsticks and spoon thing, because instead of haesung keeping one, he ended up with both of them :c ANDAND even after he ran after haesung AND GOT HIT BY A CAR WHILE DOING SO, haesung HAS TO WORSEN HIS MOOD and gives him both the chopsticks AND the spoon, practically signifying that it was "over" for sure. AND SHE DIDN'T EVEN VISIT HIM AJDKFLJADLF ALL BECAUSE RIAN WAS LIKE NO YOU CAN'T VISIT HIM YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT TOO MERRR. BUT JB WANTED HER TO VISIT HIM AND EVEN CALLED HER A BUNCH OF TIMES AKDJLDAFJALDKFJ :c

BUT WHYYY JKDAFJLADJFLAD WHYYY DOES HAESUNG DO THIS :C i reallyreally want haesung and jb to end up together. period. i've always wanted rian alone, but i'd even give her yoojin as long as haesung and jb ended up together ajdklfjd.

and jb at this part reminds me a little of samdoong in season 1 - samdoong, in order to protect hyemi, sacrificed his head to a falling pot. jb, in order to protect a little kid (which happened while he was chasing haesung after her breaking up with him) , got hit by a car, which resulted in possibly not being able to dance anymore.  SO I'M HOPING THEY'RE GOING TO BE THE SAME AND HAESUNG AND JB ARE GOING TO END UP TOGETHER AJDKLADJFL. 

ugh ajdkladj i blame everyone getting into haesung's head that she broke up with jb D: she even did it so cruelly! i doubt she actually felt that way, but in order to have jb stay broken up with her she had to do it like that. and i feel so bad for jb ajdklfajdlf. I WANT HAESUNG AND JB :C WAAAH.WAAAH.WAAAAAAH.

i actually like cried while watching this episode. i actually cried like a lot :c I JUST WANT HAESUNG AND JB TOGETHER FOREVER AJDKLFJADKLFJLDAFD<3

UGH GOSH AND I REAAAALLYYY WANT A TEASER NOW. BECAUSE LIKE ADJFKLADJFLD I NEEEEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL MONDAY. AND TRANSLATIONS WILL PROBABLY BE OUT LIKE WEDNESDAY OR SOMETHING. AJDFKLDJFLKDJALF I NEEEEED TO KNOOOWWWW.

THERE'S 2 EPISODES LEFT. DO YOU THINK A LOT CAN HAPPEN IN 2 EPISODES? D: LIKE PLOT-CHANGINGG? well like in episode 13 and 14 a lot of plot changing things happened but DO YOU THINK THE PLOT WILL CHANGE AGAINA JDKALDFJLD.

I WANT JB AND HAESUNG TOGETHERRRR. PLEASE. PLEASE. I'M BEGGING YOU. PLEEEAAASEEEE. :c

[winterforever]

BUT WHY NOT RIAN OR SOMETHING SHE WAS SO FAKE D:

grrrr. i reallyreallyreallyyyy want to watch the next episode but the only eng subs they have of it are really low quality compared to the one i just watched (that one was really good quality! c:) and i'm not sure if i want to watch it. the temptingness is killing mee, but it's so bad quality and those translators often mistranslate and miss A LOT of translations, so idk :/

and when i was scrolling down, looking for a different translator, i saw a lot of parts that're going to be in the episode -_____- stupid uploaders who only title chunks and cuts :/

BUT I WANT TO WATCH EPISODE 13 SO BADDDDD. it's like killing me D:

[winterforever]

well thanks rian for screwing around with haesung's nerves and feelings right before they perform -____- "i threw him away"? GIRL, he broke up with YOU. get your facts straight, kay. haesung is nice to you and you treat her so badly. you don't deserve anyone.

i'm a little confused with the order, because i thought yoojin and rian were last :o but they went after haesung :0

buut jb and haesung's performance was really cutee though! c: pehehe sho cute(: and jb's breakdancing was amazing! i thought it was funny how haesung herself looked amazed too when she probably rehearsed this with him a lot of times LOL xD but it did seem kinda like a one man performance, since jb danced a lot and i couldn't really hear haesung's voice - only jb's.

buut it was good nonetheless c: and noww waiting for the last part of episode 12 to load!<3