#colourettecliqueaudition 'Who are you?' ___ Me myself I'm not sure if who am I. I grew up trying hard to please everyone. Yet I can't because people easily intimidated of how strong my personality is. Tried being cheerful, friendly and people person but that's really hard to do. I am strict and awkward. Short-tempered girl who was awarded the 'Most Fearless' in my college batch. But people didn't know that I became like this due to situations. I have to be strong as my defense mechanism so people will not try to abuse or hurt me (like those who are closest to me) Despite of this all, I'm actually weak person inside. Have triggers, suicidal thoughts, self harming and all when I can't bear it anymore. What make me push forward? Those people who believes in me (which surprisingly strangers on the first place) and my fear of Him. I almost lost my mind during the ECQ (because of unfortunate events since start of the year) but thankfully, I had people who keep me sane and my faith on Him didn't leave me. I started to change my routines and try new things such as painting, cooking, online business and now, being an advocate of Mental Health and Women Empowerment. I now have interest in sharing whatever I can share to whoever I can reach through different channels. I'm still exploring myself how to be a better person and be the voice especially of the people who I can relate to. Still figuring out who I really am and I'm excited to the person who I'll become. And I am hoping that @colourette.cosmetics will let me be part of the clique that's not only bond by the love of cosmetics but also the voice of different advocacies. #colourettecosmetics #mentalhealth #womenempowerment #advocate https://www.instagram.com/p/CDskBg5JUwx/?igshid=5iugylijk87u
