How I've been feeling about my life for the past couple months
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How I've been feeling about my life for the past couple months
Uhoh! Not again
normalize being a mature adult and atleast giving me a few words before blocking me.
or atleast do the bare minimum and tell me you dont wanna be friends again instead of ghosting me for 3 days?? weird as fuck.
this is not about any of you, but you would know if it isnt you anyways so i thought that was obvious.
if you do this to OTHER people though, thats also weird. stop doing that.
i wanna scream (Ą̵̳͉̅̈́̄͊A̴̜̅͆̅A̷͍̣̹̓Ä̵̖́̂̊̎Å̸̘̗̰̼͝) and shout (ah!) and let it all out (i either get pushed away by others or push others away because i can never commit to anything. i have the mentality that i only have purpose when im making someone else happy. i grew up getting good grades and sailing through classes so success feels like the norm and failure hits even harder. i constantly worry people hate me or are out to hurt me. i am tired too often, both physically and emotionally, which leads me to miss important moments both for my future wellbeing and my emotional wellbeing.)
and scream (Ạ̷̦͉͑̾͜A̷͓̔̐͂̂A̸̟̅́̅Ā̶͈̈́Ả̵͖͝ͅ!̶̢̫̳͆́̀!̸̢͙̆́) and shout (a!) and let it out (i am a fundamentally broken person)
we sayin'
oooooh we ooooh we o we o
vent art. . ok? ok..
i just wanna