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[crazynumberlady]

Introduction to me!

Hi! I figured I should get thos out of the way, I'm CrazyNumberLady! I don't really have a specific name I'd like to be referred to as so you can really just call me by my URL.

General housekeeping things

-though I am a heterosexual female I am NOT up for grabs any creepy asks or messages will be immediately deleted and those users will be blocked

- I am a Christian, although not crazy about it I would really appreciate if that could be respected and y'all would not interact with me if you regularly post about demons/demonic spirits/satanism

-Proship DNI. Enough said.

- all political/activism/international conflict blogs DNI, I am apolitical and politics are a huge trigger for me.

- Characterization police/female four headcannoners also DNI, four is very much male :)

- I am Autistic + ADHD so my hyperfixations will determine a lot of what I post

- feel free to tell me if you think I should tag something but PLEASE be gentle, I am a little sensitive.

What to Expect

I will post a lot of creative projects, while I have many of them I mainly post:

- things about my in progress novel! (Westfeild University)

-concept/plot for my adult cartoon (Sugarpop)

-concept/plotfor my other adult cartoon (Rex & Novi)

-fan content for various Fandom (ex: hetalia and bfb)

-g1 and g3 pony restorations

-customs

- some content for my all ages cartoon pitch (more content avaliable @BabyBabyBunniesOfficial )

Welcome to my blog!!

[half-a-flower]

I need to get more of my friends into the fandoms I’m in so I can have multiple sets of eyes scoping out smokin hot fine fanart and sending it to me

[crazynumberlady]

This is real, dude! I WILL TRY

[crazynumberlady]

Finally finished my AJ sketch from *checks notes* uhm...over a week ago!! I hope you like her, i tweaked her design a bit again!

!!!PROSHIP/DARKSHIP DNI!!!

[crazynumberlady]

Working on a Villian! Four AU, will post the premise (along with some art) soon!

[crazynumberlady]

So, just a thought I had, because a lot of people interpret this differently than I do!

I see a lot of people in the fandom say that four is violent and unpredictable when he's feeling insecure and trying to mask but honestly? From what we've been shown it seems like the opposite!

In pre-split bfb he dosent perceive the objects as people and therefore, feels comfortable being his true self around them, then, he sees, through the split, that they have independent thought and emotion, so he attempts to mirror them and emulate their behavior in order to gain back control (four likes showing dominance and power, and hates losing control).

This leads him to spiral into the bfb 28-30 meltdown, which I truly believe was not solely about BFDI, the announcer coming back, or X, but rather, was a long time build up going all the way back to BFB 6, when the contestants tried to get rid of him.

Four is a much more complex and intelligent character than the fandom gives him credit for and because he is an ALIEN, and other species' social dynamics are completely forgien to him, a concept that I feel is often acknowledged but never meaningfully addressed, it seems relatively normal for the Algebraliens to hurt eachother with their powers (at least following the three incident, after everyone has mastered recovery), or at the very least be blatantly rude to eachother, so logically, it would make sense for four and one to both apply this logic to the contestants (we are NOT one haters in this house! We love complex female characters!).

I see a lot of people theorizing that four is neurodivergent and I do agree with this but I do not believe that it accounts for all of his actions, I wish we got a deeper look into algebralien culture so that we could truly see why all of the numbers are...like that lol (well, minus two, I guess!).

Going back to my original point, in TPOT 16, four is given control, and we see him act more violent and "Algebralien" than we have seen him act in almost 6 years, given, he has picked up some object traits (like being nicer to X) but overall he feels very pre-split in a way that I can't ignore, like he's back in his element, so to speak.

Sorry for the suuuuper long post! Just something I've had in mind, as someone who likes to dissect four as a standalone character.

[mawofthemagnetar]

What do you mean “chat” is now referring to ChatGPT and not twitch chat? What? What? What the fuck? No?

When I address chat I am speaking to a presumed Greek chorus of real human people shitposting on their lunch break, not a machine that devours lakes to covert electricity into slop.

[crazynumberlady]

@half-a-flower @girlyimsotired

I am chat.

[crazynumberlady]

Can four purr?

yes

no

Voting ended onMay 10

[simoncoolcat]

The Great BFDI Location Tournament

Semifinals (Match 1)

Which of these locations is your favorite?

The EXIT

One's Room

Voting ended onMay 7

[fourminutenap]

oh gods,,,, ... uh, im so sorry four but how do i put this— I love the art mediums of both. Definitely love how serious and well made the scenery is for the EXIT especially for being in something so simple as an object show. Secondly, one's room has a lot of elements to unpack here.

I may be a taaad biased since Van Gogh is one of my favorite painters buuut I do see some inspiration for the color theme of starry night in here and, of course, The Persistence of Memory by Salvador Dali judging by the melted clock on top of the bookshelf.

As much in my heart of hearts that i want to say the EXIT, school classrooms generally feel so agonizing to me and make me feel claustrophobic (despite me loving small spaces,, ironic i know)

soo,, one im going to steal ur room bye -

[crazynumberlady]

No, but like, the exit is SO good! It manages to perfectly encapsulate what the most stereotypical classroom ever would look like, and it gets bonus points for having liminal space vibes!

[crazynumberlady]

Happy Birthday to my longest had OC, AJ! She's had so much development since her creation in in 2018 (which I hope you can see here!) And will be spending her birthday with her boyfriend, four!

2018:

2026:

[bludraws094]

make chocolate chip cookies

all purpose flour

baking soda

salt

softened butter

granulated sugar

brown sugar

vanilla extract

egg

chocolate chips

gravel from the driveway wait why is this an option wait dont pick this one

Voting ended onApr 30

[crazynumberlady]

Vanilla Extract 2: Electric Boogaloo

[bingutop]

You are trapped in an elevator with the person on your lockscreen. Who is it?

Reblog with who you get stuck with~

[algae122]

my fuckin cat

[chill-lesbian2013]

Kanade Yoisaki

Tbh this would be amazing

[i-hate-gcse-english-lit-offical]

China. The whole of Beijing. I think I die from suffocating.

[purplezrb]

THE STARS?!

[bacone-official]

deep space

[chartreuse-official]

the monolith

[evilpineapple-offical]

my IRL friend

[lucifer-the-gay-offical]

My school timetable… FML…

[mrecury42]

hellboy!! i could do that :>

[murderous-beetroot]

My lock screen has a frog on it. A frog in a wizard hat. This will be awesome :>

[very-confused-alpaca]

omg i’d love to be stuck in an elevator with johnny and janae from the neighbours under the bed

[mincetheungratefulbrat]

question is am i stuck with anna and esmerelda or sam and luke? because one pair are funny improv comedians and the other is a vampire and vampire slayer who would 100% kill me.

[questionableaardvark]

is it tom mayo and sam russell or Persephone and Jeff?

Geoff/Jeff, idk

[pandora-audax]

@vycookie It youuuuu

[transewenmontagu-deactivated202]

Ewen Montagu, he’ll love the abject adoration from me

[scribbledstars16]

Orpheus & Eurydice 😭

[bardorsomethinglikethat]

Cal and Lisa from agaped bearer, im so in yall.

@patroclus-is-the-bigger-person @theaterkidest2009 @hyyl18 @ellie-moonbeam @isoldmysoultothefae @cringingwithabook @mustard-in-a-bottle @gravitytrips

[cabinthreeproblems]

…Jack Kelly and 9 other newsies in the background, it was nice knowing you guys

@girlyimsotired @cryptidofthewest @vickysnowpawz @ieatgoobers @courtmandatedmango @solangelo-s-epic-daughter @percy-jackson-randomly-butts-in

[girlyimsotired]

trees????

@doodlepom @draksavior34 @swiftlymarichat

[crazynumberlady]

Traced art of four bfb in a leather jacket from 2018 pinterest (I'm sorry original artist) that I traced like 6 years ago

@thingwhoexists @half-a-flower

[crazynumberlady]

Had a dream that Tpot 23 came out and four got a melodramatic music video in the moon with a humanized version of leafy(?) And that they revealed a humanized version of him and he was really hot lol (and also shirtless, for some reason?)

This won't happen buuuuuut....wishful thinking?

[girlyimsotired]

hi followers, it’s me, uhh- girly (the tired one)

back at it again doin girly things yknow. like uhhhh observing the circus and hailing Mary and such

now that we’ve established that I am myself and not @half-a-flower, who as we know is not girly nor tired, I have some things to say. Might make this a master post of all my real personal opinions and thoughts at some point. Might pin it too just so people know who I am deep down inside. Without further ado:

Yes, I am in love with Jax digital circus.

I stand by that Pomni of the digital circus is a clown. I don’t even know what a jesters are. Sounds made up

my favorite word is moist and I’m proud!!! next time you tag me, please refer to me as moistgirly

my favorite band is baby no money <3

my least favorite band is tailor swift!! never mention that name to me!!

I have a complex. you don’t get to know which one.

my real name is NOT!! Johnathon Mayers!! NEVER CALL ME JOHNATHON!!!

I’m unfortunately attracted to men, no matter how hard I try. Please believe me, I want to be attracted to women soOOOOO BAD but ALAS

IM SERIOUS BRO I AM NOT JOHNATHON!! STOP ASKING ME HES BEEN DEAD FOR TWENTY YEARS!!!

I hate twinkle lights

I LOVE twilight sparkle actually if I was attracted to women it would be to twilight sparkle

I have personal beef with the Easter bunny and he knows what he did. If you’re on the bunny’s side we can’t be friends. Unfollow me. I will not tolerate supporters of Richard.

If a duck ever came to MY lemonade stand asking for grapes I’d EAT THAT ungrateful bird

I have only lied once on this list and it was not about twilight sparkle

I’m the one who tells L I E ES

if Deadpool and Jax had a baby I’d marry it. actually. direct quote. quote me.

lying to people with ill intent is my favorite pastime

I love correcting people’s spelling and being really mean and pedantic about it. never have poor grammar around me, I will actually just attack you with my bare hands I am so serious.

i did NOT KILL JOHNATHON and if you think I did you’re crazy and no one will ever believe you anyways, so just be quiet

My dream is to one day be able to fit twenty pennies in my mouth. I’m up to three right now, but no pain no gain

[half-a-flower]

The Easter bunny told me what you did, Johnathon. Get out of my sight

[crazynumberlady]

I also suffer from the affliction of being attracted to men, alas, it is terminal! *faints overdramatically onto an extremely facy 1800s couch*

also how dare you bash my girl the Easter Bunny! She did nothin' wrong! She's just tryna' look out for her babies!

[crazynumberlady]

Hi, I don't like to come on here and be serious but I just wanted to put this out there since not a lot of people check blog DNIs before interacting anymore and ive had a huge problem with proshippers/darkshippers along with political blogs interacting, so:

-If you post or reblog political content of ANY kind, please do not interact with this blog!!

-If you are a Proshipper/Darkshipper or reblog anything related to proshipping/darkshipping please do not interact with this blog!!

-this also goes for Thinspo/ED blogs, I don't think this one needs to be explained

I have had a MASSIVE problem recently with my DNIs interacting with my posts, I understand that in fandom/fantasy spaces there are a lot of these subjects, but please, be respectful, it's a basic boundary. If you don't respect these boundaries you WILL be blocked.

[thereal-fourbfb]

Don't listen to those anons, four! I love youuu~

Oh…thank you! :)

[crazynumberlady]

AHHHH!!! THERES 40 WHOLE PEOPLE WHO LOVE MY SHENANIGANS!!

[crazynumberlady]

HELLO??? TPOT 22??? OUTTA NOWHERE???