#commit suidice

[siru1]

I miss you so much

My dear friend

[silentinsomnia]

غبية وضعيفة وما بتقاومي ضعفك! ليش لسه عايشة؟

[emptyistj]

I deserve to die

She broke me I wasn't like this before and I feel broken and i just can't say no its not a weakness no no i am not weak just things happened and people screaming at me and me not knowing anything about it and it was my first time and i hated you at that time because you don't answer me you didn't ask me how i feel you only saw yourself I don't need your money i am tired of thinking how you sometimes try to just move on and I remember the screams everyday all what i feel someday you will wake up and tell me that i am wrong and I don't deserve to be with you and just end it you end it I hurt many people in my life the last thing i want is to hurt you You already got a lot in your plate I am not even sure if you really hear what i am saying or really care I don't want you to hate me or do i wish you don't but you can its your feelings after all but stop please stop stop all i think about how much my life would be if i didn't be in your life who will i be I never cared about the money nor i will the last thing I was born without it why would i care if it will gone life will never end i want to do something i am comfortable at i want to be happy not hate myself everyday i wake up I hate people i hate talking to them and the fact that i talk to more than 10 strange people everyday is making me crazy i want to support you i want you to reach to your dreams because i am someone who doesn't have dreams or care to have all i ever think about is dying and all what i want to stop hating myself its mot your mistake its just me i am not doing well I don't see myself being with you anymore not like this there has to be some kind of boundaries If you finish reading this and you don't understand shit just know that you shouldn't and its me I am wrong I don't see myself living be strong

[dreamameme]