I didn’t do #getyouryarnwishesgranted this year bc honestly, I am just so thankful to still be here. But now I am. . . I am not doing very well. The weight loss continues as my 5’7” frame is now down to 114lbs. Eating is painful and now they’re discussing tube feeding. About 80% of my hair has fallen out from starvation:”/malnutrition and mentally, that messes with my head. .... and today they made it officially clear that my body wouldn’t survive pregnancy, so we cannot have biological children. . . What I’m asking for is that you tell someone in your life that they are special, valued, important and loved. That no matter what happens to them, it is always worth the fight bc they are worth it. . . I love this knitting community, you’ve gotten me through a lot really difficult times. Soooo I love you all. You’re all important. You’re all valued. You’re all loved. You’re all worth the fight. Your personalities and projects bring light into the darkness. So go spread the love, life is too damn short not to. . #mswarrior #multiplesclerosis #crohnsdisease #crohnswarrior #ostomy #completecolectomy #colectomy #tpn https://www.instagram.com/p/BrhBn3ilQ3u/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=fubrqxx9ba8c