CHARACTER PROFILE: VICTOR CALDERON ARREST RECORD. PART-1
EXCERPT FROM VICTOR CALDERÒN’S BLACK BOOK, DATED THE DAY OF ARREST-
in central booking- at a station.
hassled by these federal agents. They thought I was,
insane when I said there’s no deals to be made and
is not temptation, TO ME, real time
shooter from the Calico Basin
Lives, BLEEDS and may have killed in H-town,
until handcuffs were fastened cautiously. Now, it’s the
STILL of rolling morning- but is MY TIME OBSOLETE?
their Alibis, deceit: keep me filled with shallow pride and the will
to cheat they FAITH and defy these
allegories on repeat. so this morning
I just to rise to my feet.
is SOMETHING waiting for ME? on the otherside
of pale gray bars, will it absolve or will it all just seize?
purgatory is never disguised by debris
can they SEE US OUT DESERTED?
pulled over in middle of the street
I Told APD, ‘I got another story, but there is no lies
AM I LEFT TO PLEA? the jury
starts to sniffing out their meet &
starts to stitching up the cleats. But I don’t blame,
everyone hurts, and this slow jazz -cold cash city scaoe is bittersweet
Vivid is the prison time? am I already defeated.
...there is nothing to offer the Travis county DA, and the precinct.
I’d RATHE BE BURIED- If my people can’t
eat. Fuck, yes, I ride on southside, distinct-
company of bandits, some ramblers, cheaters and a has-been
thief. C’est la vie. dirty money handlers that most will
CAN YOU SEE that im here cause yesterday
my car swerving on a midnight creep
trunk dirty filled with Sinoloa sleet.
They found a throwaway Beretta
buried underneath the seat
no mercy pulled over by the heat.
But as I sit on the iron seat, and wait for the fire squad,
IS THERE SOMETHING WAITING FOR ME,
GOD, Send me a wink or nod.