Guys I did something today… I drank for the first time 🥹 lol I’m kidding but it was my first time having more than just a sip. The only reason I did it was bc it was at a party with like 15 ppl and I knew half of them and I knew the frat where we were, plus there were sober monitors and only like half the ppl drank AND I watched them make the punch and it was broad daylight. The party was actually so fun tho!!! I caught up with a bunch of friends and learned line dances and played a drinking game called vortex it was really chill. I only ended up having like one solo cup and didn’t feel jack shit but honestly? I’m kinda proud of myself. I know that’s a stupid thing to be proud of lol but I’m scared of legitimately everything and it takes so much to overcome that, so this was out of my comfort zone but I did it. I didn’t want to get drunk or anything and I only did it bc of the safe circumstances (I’m careful dw) (I also wasn’t driving) but I don’t want my first time getting drunk to be my first time drinking ever, like I want to know my tolerance and how it feels and start slow yk? I didn’t feel anything tho lol but it was fun and a milestone for me in terms of facing fears :)