When I first set out to create a conlang it was as a heartlang to use for expressing myself in journal. However, as it has become more complicated I don't ever know if I'll be able to learn it.
Not only that but I intended to realise that initially I wanted to make it as polysynthetic as possible. However, I've also come to appreciate the beauty of some analytic languages and constructions and am taking a more measured approach.
Conlanging can feel a bit like jazz; it's sometimes about the notes you don't play. Especially when it's sos easy to add EVERY grammatical feature.
I have 14 cases, polypersonal verb agreement, evidentiality markers, topic prominant structure based on pragmatic word order, grammatically marked volition (optional), various clitics, and haven't even gotten started on TAM yet!