#contemplating things

[97rqtlsms]

Tyler patting Narrator as if he was simply taking his dog outside on a walk. Put that thing on a leash bro he's trying to bite everyone

[rowans-blues]

should maybe sleep soonish or try to

[heuldoch7b]

hmm. i think i may be fictosexual ontop of being aego. how complicated this all is, i tend to like to avoid using lables for myself because i dont like how final it is to claim to be something, but hmm. hmmm.

i find myself blushing and at a loss for coherent communication even talking about the fictional settings i find myself in love with, i dont know how else to explain the feelings i have other than "love", though i know it is atypical. i dont really understand romantic love, as much as i try, i just know i feel very strongly and motivated by some people (but that is admittedly pretty platonic) and by some things (said feelings are much less platonic, but i also dont really want to be included in the scenarios.) this is all so complicated and it feels almost fake how specific it all is! what a wonder the mind can be! ok, that is all. heres an alien if you read tjis (or you skipped ahead and saw the alien which is also ok)

[pointmetotheundertow]

I’m sort of scared.

And it’s sort of late for being scared.

Scary things have happened before and

that didn’t stop me.

Why should I stop now?

When do I know I’ve had enough?

When do I know I’m done?

I wish I could just know things.

All I do is guess and guess and guess some more.

And I’m not right.

Right?

I don’t think I know anything at all.

[badookie]

Uhm so I just found you and I’m wondering where you have been all my life?

I be sittin in my room thats where i’ve been all ur life boo

[97rqtlsms]

Popup notification "your printer needs your attention" oh I'm sure. I'm sure it does. I just replaced the ink cartridges. I just reloaded the paper tray. "Your printer needs your attention!!!" Okay what's next? Do I need to press a few buttons until it's satisfied?

[97rqtlsms]

I always envision the comb of a rooster when I draw Tyler's hair and this is perhaps quite important to me

[97rqtlsms]

Ellipses convey sinister intent in a way no other punctuation can... this feels so ominous...... I know they're often used for hesitation or simple pauses but I am fond of adding dramatic effect.....