#contimplation

[snappytacos]

[brianlesshetaliawritings]

Should I start doing shorter answers, with faster response time?

Yes

No

Voting ended onSep 24, 2023

[horrorhorizon]

Money doesn't buy happiness....

I HATE the phrase money doesn't buy happiness. But it does buy food and other basic needs that you can't be happy with out. Plus you can go on trips, make experiences, eat great food etc. It would allow me to travel and see family and loved ones as well as meet online friends irl. All these things contribute to happiness. None of these things I have now. PLUS BEING ABLE TO PAY FOR MEDICAL EXPENSES THAT WOULD DRASTICALLY IMPROVE MY QUALITY OF LIFE. So that being said I'd be a lot happier with money.

[fozzy74]

Never gone The day has dawned Your still not here The smell and aura linger near Each step I take…

[dbestrose]

Scratching the back of my head trynna figure out what to do now #shefellasleep #contimplation #greatday #beautifulnight

[emilyrbrooks]

[unoraptormon]

Dear inbox

If you could, please quit saying I've got new mail, when really I have none? Or maybe you could quit eating it!

Thanks,

Frustrated user

P.S. Anyone who's sent me mail in the last few days and I haven't responded, could ya send it again. Maybe I'll get it this time.

[agreybear]

Contemplation of conflicting thoughts

The dangerous path, or the free will path?.....

I've been told time and time again that you should keep the people who care for you enough to worry because they are hard to come by.. although if you can't muster up enough energy to worry about yourself and others, should you keep them then as well? Because to me, when you have no self assurance and gaining such enlightenment about yourself is more important that who you're with, where you're going to be, or even where you are right now. Which, is my main goal in life yet I have made little progress in achieving it. The same thoughts enter my head; 'you need to be alone, as well as he does.' 'You will never learn the responsibility of being an adult if you just let everyone else take on your responsibility', 'He could and would never love you like he has loved before, unless you leave and grow, and let him do the same.' and finally, 'Absence makes the heart grow fonder' 

I'm not quite too sure what to do with my life, I want happiness, but every step I take usually takes me two steps back or four steps in the wrong direction. I want a life of solitude, not forever, just until I can say, I can walk on my own two feet with a smile on my face. Well, honestly I know what to do with my life, the question I have to ask myself is "Am I willing to sacrifice what I have to fulfill my desires and personal goals?" I don't, because I have a man that is truly troubled.. someone that generally feels alone and unworthy of human interaction. Although I know he is a kind and loving man, who he shows the world is this dark, clinical side that is too afraid of what others think to show his true self; All of that with a side of suicidal tendencies. I genuinely care for this man; even saying so, It it hard to show it, and act on those feelings when I continuously fight myself. I feel in the wrong, and I don't believe anyone, anything or, any thought will change my mind. 

I want to be a bird, for I only feel whole when I can be free.