Very early morning, Golden CO. 7/24/22
I have been thinking about what my goals are for this next year. My mission for 2022 was to get unstuck- to take all my little procrastination points and do whatever it takes to get the shit done or off the list if it is no longer a thing.
As a result I have many things accomplished. Going back to school, working on debt reduction, and obviously weight reduction.
All these things need to continue.
I want continual progress.
Keep my Job, continue school with enough focus to get the high grades necessary for grad school. Continued/renewed focus on debt reduction, which is hard sometimes because I have been buying myself literally everything I want for weight reduction.
Weight reduction is another big one. I am fitting a new size in clothes- 18/20 instead of 22/24. I need to pack up all my larger styles and let them go, like I am letting my weight go. I am releasing all that burdens me. I need to continue to be on the hunt for smaller styles at thrift/rummage as I continue working to my goals.
I would love to end the year at 199 or less. But anything under 226 would be a huge win for me, as that was the lightest I got in 2010. The big thing is to keep chipping away at all the things haunting me and move forward to a healthier life.
I am starting a round of the drops diet tomorrow and am excited at the prospect of losing the next 10 pounds.
I am ready to release all my emotional and mental burdens. And as I do this, the weight will be released as well.
I am embracing the hot bitch in me and allowing myself to keep my eyelashes, even tho they are an "unnecessary" expense. I deserve to feel pretty/beautiful/hot and I should always be my first priority.
