Like a leaf in the breeze...
I often feel like...
A leaf in the breeze,
A fish trying to fight the current in the opposite direction,
A hiker hiking the most challenging of mountains with the biggest storm fighting against me...
Its like every time I think I may have gotten it right this time,
A force comes out of no where...
Completely changing my wind direction suddenly with no warning,
Completely pulling me right back into the flow of the current,
Completely pushing me back as I continuously try to walk forward but my steps seem to not move me...
Until i find myself lost in this tornado of chaos swirling around me, changing every thing I once hoped and pulling the air from my lungs till i’m suffocating and gasping for breath... once again!
There seems to be no steady ground for this warrior to base her feet,
Every time I try to start building my fort, its destroyed quicker then my eyes can accept.
Nothing seems to be constant, reliable or dependable.. other then just ONE THING...
It seems that I can count on life’s challenges, hardships and changes, it seems to be the only constant...
But how do you steady yourself with no steady ground to rest upon?
How do you remain strong for not only yourself, but for those wounded in your camp?
Every day is a battle,
Every moment is a plan being put in place
Every new day is a choice to continue this never ending battle...