#mybattle

[xena-woundedwarrior]

YOU are a BEAUTIFUL WARRIOR!

YOU can and will SURVIVE this BATTLE!

YOU are STRONG enough to withstand this FIGHT!

YOU are worth it and DESERVE to CONQUER!

YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL STRONG AND WORTHY WARRIOR AND YOU WITH GET THROUGH THIS STORM!

IT WILL PASS!

[theresilent]

Prisoner By - Medusa (Lily)

I try to dream of a time and a place where being alive didn’t mean fight to survive. Then I learned such a time never existed, So I built up a wall so high and accidentally shut myself out, forgetting to leave room for a door to let me in - So I keep screaming out her name hoping she recognizes who I truly am, She has yet to answer - Stuck in limbo, A prisoner inside my own mind, Cursing all that made me want to build that wall, Yet, too afriad to tare it down. So I scream until my throat becomes raw, Until I taste the blood on the tip of my tongue. There’s no where to run, My body aches from isolation Deprivation of self, The ghosts of past lovers roam around the walls from all the times I tried and failed to have them fill in for my identity, No one to call to, who would know this isn’t my true form. For I’ve been this for so long, It has become all that the world knows of me. So I still scream her name out until she hears me, I’ll cry it out; maybe she’ll feel me. No Windows to escape from, The air supply slowly running out, And only I can find the way to break myself out..and that is the most terrifying part of all. Will I allow myself this one last battle of survival to prevent a war? Times running out. And I can barely catch my breath.

Alyssa Yanez Photography

[my-own-battle]

And I‘m pretty sure you want it

And I know exactly how to

But the pressure on my chest

Tells me I shouldn’t

Because I will just ruin it

Like I did before

Because I will break it

Like me before

All this pieces

Stuck together

All this peaces

God stuck forever

[ecstacyofart]

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[l0velyvely]

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[crazyangel313]

FUCK! I cant fucking sleep its 5am and haven't slept sense 12pm. I'm angry. Its that uncontrollable rage that you don't know what to do with. Today the battle is anger. To fight for control over that anger and one of my kids and my husband are not helping me with my fight. I feels like they're working against me today. They're working with the enemy. The problem is my kids dont understand what they're doing and my husband... he doesn't understand that the choices he made 3 days ago is now working for the enemy. Its not their fault. They dont know the rules of the war im fighting and to be honest I really don't know either. In real war... in real battle isn't there rules of some kind?

[crazyangel313]

Crying is okay

[crazyangel313]

Yesterday was better. I thought I could regroup and start the battle again today but it seems my enemies have other plans. They have decided well i’m down from the stress of the battle to attack me physically. I now have a cold sore on my lip the size of a penny and i’m shaking uncontrollably. My husband kept me by his side all weekend but he couldn’t do that today because of work and his work isn’t save for me or the kids. i’ve slept in the living room from about 9am until 230pm but i cant stay down forever. I have to rise again if i’m ever going to win a day a week or a month. I have to keep fighting not for myself but for my kids and my husband. i’m needed. Which means i need to pull through this.

i’m not going to lie these riots and the covid-19 are disrupting my life. I’m sorry for the man because of that one fucking dick twat of a cop that lost his life and the many who lost theirs from the virus but theres no need to destroy things and make everyone else life hell. I can hardly do human contact of any kind. I go shopping at night. if you guys didn’t know there are people out at 5pm and 8pm. I shop at 3am Monday/Tuesday night/morning.