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For that one-word post: Sen & Naenia
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copperyy replied to your post: i’ve listened to saturnz barz 230940+32 times...
I feel it though…… smfh
its so fucking good.... and the music video too....
@copperyy replied to your video “why the fuck is the teaser trailer for cars 3 so fucking dark”
wait hold up that's edgy as heck?? what?? what the heck happened i
i know hey, its not particularly dark compared to other media or even other pixar movies but... cars was... shit and cars 2 was.... more shit.
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me trying 2 calm down: *draws wan w/ an acoustic...
I’m so glad pina smh –
Listen, there’s not a lot going on in my life rn, but there’s enough that i have a Laundry List of things I want to talk about. Here’s that list, so I can stay focused and you know what you’re in for.
- How awesome my friends are
- the Book Cellar how I feel about it and what that means to me in conjunction with things I’ve been through in the past
-other sundry thoughts that float through my brain from time to time.
No readmores, bc fuck you, basically. Ya wanna skip this post? Click the screen and then hit J.
Friends:
My friends are so insanely cool? Copper helps me w/ sorting out who’s whose in the geek squad and thus who to go to with questions, they’ll answer questions for me if they can so I don’t have to approach new people, and they are just??? so incredibly ridiculously supportive and forgiving and kind??? I literally sent them a package at the wrong address and their response was essentially “well this Not Ideal but we’ll make do.” and that is??? so much calmer and nicer??? than I could ever be in that situation??? Copper is so good and kind and pure and I am so grateful every single day that i am lucky enough to know them, even if it has to be via the Internet.
Sadie is also. just so ridiculously Good? w/ ppl like sadie + copper (artists/ skilled at all and good at it) i normally follow them and just. lay low. but Sadie contacted me about some kindhearted tags i wrote about her OCs and then i was just “well I’m on her Radar now, may as well make the most of it” so i started sending her “fanart” (a filthy meme) and messages and then we were friends? And after the meme, I followed other Geek Squad creators and then Copper followed me back and i found out we were the same age and could relate to each other on a buncha fronts and then??? friendship??? All because sades doodled a +/- throwaway comic about Citlal and raff having a simulated mother/child friendship relationship and i could relate to both sides of that so I just. articulated that? AND NOW MY LIFE IS 10000% IMPROVED FOR IT THANK YOU BASED SADIE
I have other friends on here , but i just. really wanted to gush abt those two. If we’re friends on here and you want me to sing your praises, please let me know and i’ll do so! All my friends, online or off, are A+ (meaning i have things like this I can say abt literally all of my friends), but I just wanted to highlight Copper and sadie rn.
THE BOOK CELLAR
kay, if you’ve followed me/ my previous blog for a few years, you know that in middle school and early high school, I had the most fantastic happy place. It was called AGCC, and it was perfect for me. I was basically a camp counsellor for girls aged 6-13, and we made arts and crafts and talked about American girl dolls and reading for like. 3 hours at a time. It was fantastic, and then i came out as bi and I got banned.
ouch.
I haven’t volunteered as a part of an organization, or almost at all, since. I hate to get sappy, but.. it was almost like a really bad breakup? It broke my heart that I’d lost something that i enjoyed so much and held so dear over something I can’t fucking control.
Last april, I applied to volunteer for a bookstore run by local library as a sort of permanent fundraiser. It’s entirely volunteer-run and donation-supported, whether it be books, grocery bags, or an actual monetary donation. Last week, I had my very first shift there, and it was so good. It’s literally in a cellar, so it’s underground and very cool. It has so many books, for dirt cheap. There are even a few rare ones, and we sell them for around 30-40% off the price on Amazon! It’s quiet, everyone speaks in soft tones and is so nice, there are regulars and there’s classical music playing softly in the bg most of the time, it is just so good. I actually asked the head scheduler if there was a maximum amount of time one could volunteer there in a month bc I have nothing else to do this summer on weekends p much so why not be there as much as possible? And it’s right across the street from the best baker y in town and i thought why not make this my new happy place?
That is a huge marker of growth from AGCC. i didn’t think any volunteer job could make me as happy as AGCC once did- still don’t, honestly, but this time I think I’m okay there, even being queer. Like, I’m not gonna get banned for smoochin cute girls. And it’s.. pretty close, honestly. Pretty close to where I was at AGCC, which is more than I’ve gotten from a specific job since.
I’m so proud of myself for this, and so excited for whatever this job holds/may bring!
[To Lorelei from any verse:] What is your biggest triumph? What is your greatest regret?
ohhhh! Good question good question! My biggest triumph was this one show I preformed. Everything was just so perfectly right that at the end, my dad took me and my mom out to this fancy burger place. I think it was called…mmmmmmm… Five Guys?
Anyway,
Regret…I don’t regret anything! Really…mostly…I wish I would have told my parents I loved them a bit more or maybe…no. Nothing. There’s nothing I regret. Never mind.
(To your Inquisitor:) what are your views on your fellow members of the Inquisition? Specifically, your companions and advisors.
Oh…dear. I thought we’d start easier than this. But I suppose, the deal is truth. And I’m not one to back out of a deal.
Blackwall, to start because I know being the head would bother him. One of the many who is far too hard on himself. He doesn’t talk about how he feels, but you can see in his eyes he’s feeling Something. I’d imagine he’d feel better if he let it out, but I’d rather not go through pulling teeth to make a man cry. He can keep his secrets as long as it doesn’t get in the way of our work.
Cassandra reminds me of a girl I was fond of in Antiva. She throws herself deep into everything she does. As soon as her compass points her in a directions, she’s running full speed with a fist and a sword…Not that she’s entirely steal. She’s got this…off sort of of softness. It’s not like a mother, no more like a…sister. Or a Mabari. You can count on her to have your back in any war, but she’ll still be your shoulder to cry on. Just don’t count on her for a word of comfort. Chances are you’ll both end up more uncomfortable in the end.
Bull is a strong warrior. He is my comrade in battle and out, but I can’t say we’re friends. Not that I don’t like him, no. I just feel like his own agendas fuel him more than the need or want for lasting friendship. I don’t know if you can be friends with Bull in the way you or I know, more like…business partners. I respect him and he respects me, but I wouldn’t put it past him to put a knife between my eyes if the time called for it.
Cole is…difficult to explain. He’s a sweet boy. Truly. He wants to help, I know. But sometimes I wish he wasn’t so…public, with the things he knows. There are some things that hide in my head that I want to keep there and would prefer that the entire inquisition doesn’t know. He wants what’s best and he’s learning. I would go through the fade and back for Cole, but I would surely keep my distance if I was stressed.
Sera and I agree about more things that I think my advisers would like. We come from a similar place and our work was…aligned. She did more good than I ever did, but I’m sure I’ve run a job for a “Red Jenny” a time or two. Besides, some elves are too..”elfy”. It’s nice to have another elf to roll my eyes at the Dalish with. I don’t know if she likes “bonding” with another elf though, so I’ll keep that under my tongue.
Varric. Now what to say about Varric that everyone doesn’t already know? Sera was right. He says a lot, but says very little straight, but his intentions are good. I would trust him with my back and my life, more so because I know he cares far too much about it. Truly, I think he cares more about my life than I do. I thought at first it was because he was writing his book, but now I’m starting to feel like I’ve been adopted. He’s not even that much older…I must admit it’s nice.
Dorian will surely be angry that he’s this far down the list, but now he’s “fashionably late”. In truth, I don’t know how we became friends in the first place, but I don’t know if I could life without him at this point. I didn’t keep too many friends before. Close relationships are dangerous, so Dorian is my closest friend I’ve ever had. Of course he can be a bit much to handle, but his voice fills the silence and keeps out my own voice. I know I can count on him when no one else is there.
Now, Solas is too elfy. I might not agree with the Dalish. I might enjoy his tales of old elves. But his talk is too much. He speaks like the elves were the only good people to exist. There’s a reason why they’re dead, it’s time to move on. Keep the history just that. Living in the past will only bring more heartache than its worth. That being said, he’s a good man, but of anyone, his distance scares me the most. I hope it’s just my own terrors, but…it frightens me.
Vivienne is…far too good for where she stands. If anyone could rule, it would be her. I could see her settled on a throne, draped in finery and ordering her kingdom with a wave of her hand. I’m thankful for it, of course, but…if anyone could easily take hold of the Inquisition without batting an eye, it would be her. She is a powerful ally, and I’m glad she’s on our side.
Now to my advisers, I hope this is holding some interest.
Josephine reminds me of my time at sea. Her accent is so familiar, I half expect to hear her shout, “Grab your breeches, Halla, or you’ll find yourself in the drink!” Of course, she’s far too classy and refined for that. She can pick her way through a room and know every name and face and somehow managed to make me presentable to a room of nobles. She’s a miracle worker, that Jose.
Leliana and I were…ahhh…acquainted previously. We haven’t talked about it. We shall never talk about it. The work I did for her will remain in the past where it belongs. Of course, with that, she is another I’m glad to have on our side. She’s far more skilled than she lets show and that is terrifyingly beautiful. I lay my life in her hands, and I am pleased to have it there.
Cullen is-…Why would you want to know about Cullen? Because I talked about everyone else? That’s…fair…If I must, say something,. He’s a good soldier. Very good at…things. He has a…sword. It’s a very nice sword. Very sharp. Like a sword should… be…? His armor is very …ahh…shiny? Ummmm…that’s…all I wish to say about the matter.
@chris-t-human replied to your photoset “Get this FILTH out of my child”
is that an abscess?
Botfly larva. Huge lump beneath it.
@copperyy replied to your photo “i just really love this program i wonder how many windows i can work...”
oh nice you got csp -- if you find out then tell me b/c i have't been drawing with multiple windows enough
I tried up to four, it was pretty thin windows but i wonder if i can rearrange them in squares. I could probably do more, honestly.