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[velvetxi0]

𖹭 Rules I want my darling to follow:

Please remember that some of these rules may seem extreme or unfair. I am, however, willing to adjust certain rules if my beloved were to ask, as I still regard them as a person. If unsure, they're allowed to ask.

Disobeying me is never allowed. Questioning me is not permitted either, unless needed. You must listen to me at all times: only I know what's best for you and for us.

You are expected to communicate with me at all times about any thoughts, issues, emotions, opinions, and more. Do not hide any feelings or thoughts, even if they might be difficult to share.

Do not delete or hide any conversations or messages. I want to see everything. If I ask to see something, you must show it to me, that is with everything.

If you're doing something and I ask to see, you are not to refuse me. Show me what you're doing, no matter what it is, even if you’re just brushing your teeth.

You should always come to me first about everything, even if I can't help you. This includes when you wake up, when you're eating, showering, in pain, what you're doing, what you've done, how your day went, how you are feeling, and everything else. If you have any issues, come to me first, even if I can't provide a solution. I will do my best to comfort you. There are no exceptions to this rule.

Do not do anything with your body without my explicit permission. This includes any type of body modification and self-harm.

Do not share selfies or pictures of yourself with anyone else. Your face is only for my eyes. If you want to share a picture for an important reason, that's okay.

You are not allowed to have any friends unless we have specifically agreed upon them.

You cannot engage with random people unless I am present or I can see who you are talking to, like in a server for example. If I am not there, it can only be if it is important.

If someone adds you unexpectedly, you must ask for permission before adding them back. You must share every conversation you have with this person and delete them afterward.

I can respond to people for you, and you can do the same. For example: "No, she's busy right now" is allowed.

Do not join random servers without my permission. If I grant you permission, you must keep me updated on everything that is said.

Do not post on social media without my explicit permission. I do not want you to share anything without checking with me first. This doesn't count if it's only for you and your family.

Do not tell anyone you care about them without my permission. You should only express care for those I allow in your life.

Do not compliment anyone except those I permit.

Do not share any secrets with anyone, even as part of a dare or a game. You should only share secrets with me.

Always ensure that everyone you talk to knows you have a partner and that you are greatly devoted to that partner. If they are unaware, mention it during your first conversation with them. A simple phrase like, "I have to go: I'm going to my partner," effectively shows your devotion to me.

Do not disclose any arguments or issues we have to others. Our private matters should remain between us unless I grant you permission to share them, and only if the context is lighthearted.

Do not help anyone unless given permission or if you are extremely bored. Do not do it simply out of care.

Do not vent anywhere I cannot see. If you need to vent about serious issues, it should only be shared with me and nowhere else.

I am your last partner. I am the only one you should wish for after I enter your life, and I should be the only one for whom you have any feelings.

These rules apply only to those outside of your family, however, you should not vent to family members about our relationship either. That remains off-limits.

[velvetxi0]

In this temple of my heart, all who enter are captured by devotion. Love, worship, and angels alike dwell here, bound in a sacred, unyielding reverence.

Some of the names I go by are Raven, Aslan, Mercy, Valentino, Cupid, Angel, and Princess, though I prefer to be called Raven.

I am twenty years old, born in early February. I prefer not to share the exact date, as I value my privacy. My rising, sun, moon, and Venus are all in Aquarius.

I live in the Netherlands with my family. My timezone is GMT+2, though I’m almost always available, so it's rarely an issue. The only times I may be unavailable are when I’m unwell, exhausted, or I simply don't like you.

I'm xenogender, genderfluid, and female, assigned female at birth. I use any and all pronouns, including the neopronouns blood/bloodself, darling/darlingself, angel/angelself, god/godself, bat/batself, and vamp/vampself.

I am hyperromantic, abrosexual, abroromantic, omnisexual, omniromantic, demisexual, demiromantic, greyasexual, and queerplatonic. I am monoflexible.

Some important things to know about me are that I have autism, generalized anxiety disorder, and traits of borderline personality disorder. I experience relationship anxiety, separation anxiety, abandonment issues, anger issues and I'm highly sensitive. I am a massive overthinker, a perfectionist, and I have trust issues. I have trauma, and I struggle with low self-esteem and low body image.

Some other important things to know about me are that I am extremely intense, manipulative, honest, impulsive, unpredictable, controlling, paranoid, sensitive, insecure, overdramatic, parasocial, aggressive, and intrusive. I am also loyal, a consistent communicator, and much more. My personality changes frequently, shifting from moment to moment. I embody many traits, and at times I may be more intense, aggressive, gentle, or simply sound different than usual. More of my traits can be found in the yandere section.

I'm not always confident in how I put my words together, and at times they may not come out as I intend. I'm aware that my writing might not always catch people’s attention, and I do feel insecure about that. Please understand that my thoughts and actions are often far more extreme than what I manage to express. My likes are visible, and I tend to like posts that resonate with me.

Do not interact with me if you are a minor, someone against yandere themes, an anti-venter, an unsolicited therapist, sensitive to dark content, or if you intend to change me in any way. Do not interact if you lie to those close to you or break promises. I have no interest in engaging with you whatsoever. The usual "do not interact" criteria also apply. Even if something is not explicitly mentioned, if I disagree with your actions or opinions, I reserve the right to block you.

Before you interact with me, please keep my traits in mind. I display all of them openly. I am extremely impulsive and intense, and that will show. It's best to expect the worst of the worst. I am not an easy individual to deal with, nor do I want to be seen as such. As I mentioned earlier, there is more to my personality, more than I can name, so prepare for the unexpected. I also become attached to people quickly, so if you plan to leave after a short time, I would rather you not engage with me. I may not always understand tone, so please use tone indicators when speaking to me.

My trigger warnings include extreme yandere themes, such as obsessive love, intense possessiveness, jealousy, and co-dependency. As well as stalking and monitoring behaviors. Gore and violence, sadomasochism, suicidal ideation, and self-harm may also appear. This blog may also contain mentions of extreme delusions, manipulation, unhealthy or unfair relationship dynamics, and frequent venting, ranting, and other mental health-related content. In short, you can expect pretty disturbing themes here.

My private messages are open to everyone. Feel free to reach out, be as intense, stalkerish, parasocial, unfiltered, and honest as you wish. My ask box is open under the same conditions. You're welcome to send any type of message, so long as it isn't sexual and does not violate my do-not-interact.

Any form of romantic interaction is allowed, though I may not always reciprocate. It takes quite a lot for me to do so, after all, I’m demiromantic, and I have a particular type.

𖹭 My yandere types are:

ODIAR, RAHS, LDMT, ODWI.

My yandere types include obsession, worship, dependence, protectiveness, stalking, manipulation, delusion, wrong idea, monopoly, loneliness induction, restraints, removal, training, projection, self-sacrifice, bizarre seeking, self-harm, and violence.

All of my yandere types are at an extreme level, except self-harm, which is not. The rest are extremely intense. This means that if I do love someone, they will have little to no freedom, and I will be profoundly obsessed with them.

To expand on my personality and how deep it goes, I am extremely obsessive, possessive, territorial, highly protective, jealous, clingy, desperately needy, stalkerish, and violent toward the one I love. I am also romantic, affectionate, lovesick, hopeless, and utterly pathetic. All of the traits I've mentioned before are magnified when I fall in love, I become far more insecure, paranoid, and everything in between.

I am also extremely possessive and jealous, so my beloved is not permitted to have friends unless specifically agreed upon, and most of those would only be male. This is not my beloved's choice. I will leave them if they wish to keep friends or create friends beyond those I allow.

My beloved is the most important part of me. I see them as my equal, yet also as someone beneath me. They are my universe, my world. I want to be the one they worship, the one they kneel for, the one they call their God. I want to be the only one they need and the only one they obey, my word should be final. I would do almost anything to make my beloved smile, and they should desire to do the same for me.

My beloved is someone I wish to own, and I long to be owned in return. I crave someone dominant, as I am submissive, yet devoted enough to worship me completely, someone as controlling as I am. Someone I can claim by putting a collar on them. Someone I can put all my marks on. I want to be able to hurt someone, by biting them, cutting them, and carving my name.

Something else noteworthy, appearances mean nothing to me. What matters is the heart and soul. My type is the person I love: the one I love becomes my type. My affection does not waver for something as shallow as appearances, and I could never be with someone who does not feel the same.

𖹭 Rules for potential darling:

For clarification, this is not a roleplay. I genuinely endorse the things I speak about. If that makes you uncomfortable, I recommend that you do not interact with me or my blog.