In this temple of my heart, all who enter are captured by devotion. Love, worship, and angels alike dwell here, bound in a sacred, unyielding reverence.
Some of the names I go by are Raven, Aslan, Mercy, Valentino, Cupid, Angel, and Princess, though I prefer to be called Raven.
I am twenty years old, born in early February. I prefer not to share the exact date, as I value my privacy. My rising, sun, moon, and Venus are all in Aquarius.
I live in the Netherlands with my family. My timezone is GMT+2, though I’m almost always available, so it's rarely an issue. The only times I may be unavailable are when I’m unwell, exhausted, or I simply don't like you.
I'm xenogender, genderfluid, and female, assigned female at birth. I use any and all pronouns, including the neopronouns blood/bloodself, darling/darlingself, angel/angelself, god/godself, bat/batself, and vamp/vampself.
I am hyperromantic, abrosexual, abroromantic, omnisexual, omniromantic, demisexual, demiromantic, greyasexual, and queerplatonic. I am monoflexible.
Some important things to know about me are that I have autism, generalized anxiety disorder, and traits of borderline personality disorder. I experience relationship anxiety, separation anxiety, abandonment issues, anger issues and I'm highly sensitive. I am a massive overthinker, a perfectionist, and I have trust issues. I have trauma, and I struggle with low self-esteem and low body image.
Some other important things to know about me are that I am extremely intense, manipulative, honest, impulsive, unpredictable, controlling, paranoid, sensitive, insecure, overdramatic, parasocial, aggressive, and intrusive. I am also loyal, a consistent communicator, and much more. My personality changes frequently, shifting from moment to moment. I embody many traits, and at times I may be more intense, aggressive, gentle, or simply sound different than usual. More of my traits can be found in the yandere section.
I'm not always confident in how I put my words together, and at times they may not come out as I intend. I'm aware that my writing might not always catch people’s attention, and I do feel insecure about that. Please understand that my thoughts and actions are often far more extreme than what I manage to express. My likes are visible, and I tend to like posts that resonate with me.
Do not interact with me if you are a minor, someone against yandere themes, an anti-venter, an unsolicited therapist, sensitive to dark content, or if you intend to change me in any way. Do not interact if you lie to those close to you or break promises. I have no interest in engaging with you whatsoever. The usual "do not interact" criteria also apply. Even if something is not explicitly mentioned, if I disagree with your actions or opinions, I reserve the right to block you.
Before you interact with me, please keep my traits in mind. I display all of them openly. I am extremely impulsive and intense, and that will show. It's best to expect the worst of the worst. I am not an easy individual to deal with, nor do I want to be seen as such. As I mentioned earlier, there is more to my personality, more than I can name, so prepare for the unexpected. I also become attached to people quickly, so if you plan to leave after a short time, I would rather you not engage with me. I may not always understand tone, so please use tone indicators when speaking to me.
My trigger warnings include extreme yandere themes, such as obsessive love, intense possessiveness, jealousy, and co-dependency. As well as stalking and monitoring behaviors. Gore and violence, sadomasochism, suicidal ideation, and self-harm may also appear. This blog may also contain mentions of extreme delusions, manipulation, unhealthy or unfair relationship dynamics, and frequent venting, ranting, and other mental health-related content. In short, you can expect pretty disturbing themes here.
My private messages are open to everyone. Feel free to reach out, be as intense, stalkerish, parasocial, unfiltered, and honest as you wish. My ask box is open under the same conditions. You're welcome to send any type of message, so long as it isn't sexual and does not violate my do-not-interact.
Any form of romantic interaction is allowed, though I may not always reciprocate. It takes quite a lot for me to do so, after all, I’m demiromantic, and I have a particular type.
𖹭 My yandere types are:
ODIAR, RAHS, LDMT, ODWI.
My yandere types include obsession, worship, dependence, protectiveness, stalking, manipulation, delusion, wrong idea, monopoly, loneliness induction, restraints, removal, training, projection, self-sacrifice, bizarre seeking, self-harm, and violence.
All of my yandere types are at an extreme level, except self-harm, which is not. The rest are extremely intense. This means that if I do love someone, they will have little to no freedom, and I will be profoundly obsessed with them.
To expand on my personality and how deep it goes, I am extremely obsessive, possessive, territorial, highly protective, jealous, clingy, desperately needy, stalkerish, and violent toward the one I love. I am also romantic, affectionate, lovesick, hopeless, and utterly pathetic. All of the traits I've mentioned before are magnified when I fall in love, I become far more insecure, paranoid, and everything in between.
I am also extremely possessive and jealous, so my beloved is not permitted to have friends unless specifically agreed upon, and most of those would only be male. This is not my beloved's choice. I will leave them if they wish to keep friends or create friends beyond those I allow.
My beloved is the most important part of me. I see them as my equal, yet also as someone beneath me. They are my universe, my world. I want to be the one they worship, the one they kneel for, the one they call their God. I want to be the only one they need and the only one they obey, my word should be final. I would do almost anything to make my beloved smile, and they should desire to do the same for me.
My beloved is someone I wish to own, and I long to be owned in return. I crave someone dominant, as I am submissive, yet devoted enough to worship me completely, someone as controlling as I am. Someone I can claim by putting a collar on them. Someone I can put all my marks on. I want to be able to hurt someone, by biting them, cutting them, and carving my name.
Something else noteworthy, appearances mean nothing to me. What matters is the heart and soul. My type is the person I love: the one I love becomes my type. My affection does not waver for something as shallow as appearances, and I could never be with someone who does not feel the same.
𖹭 Rules for potential darling:
For clarification, this is not a roleplay. I genuinely endorse the things I speak about. If that makes you uncomfortable, I recommend that you do not interact with me or my blog.