#cosmic chatter

[cosmicaces]

sketch commission for @schmoinkle :p

[whimsical-sonic]

i plan to outlive my enemies so i'll stick around till that's done

[novabun-ships]

There's a small other reason why I'm not around at the moment.

I wanted to say a little something. I’ve been sorta quiet on here lately and taking a bit of a break from the hellsite. not because i’m over it or stopped loving my boys (literally could not be further from the truth) but just... i needed a moment. Lots of shit is happening internally

for a long while I was mega into my sw self ships...like, all in especially with Ani. then I watched vo7ths and my hyperfixation shifted. I ended up really bonding with luke and honestly? it’s been such a HUGE comfort.

the thing that’s been kinda gnawing at me... when that hyperfixation switch happened, a lot of people that I thought were my friends just... stopped talking to me. like all together.... no more dms, no likes, no asks...just silence. and maybe I shouldn’t take it personally, but I kinda do and it kinda hurts, y’know?

I thought we had more of a friendship going, but I guess for some people, it was just about the shared media fixation. not about actually liking me and that realization sucks. it makes me feel like i was only ever worth engaging with when i was hyperfixated on the same thing as them.

i’m still here. still self-shipping. still loving hard and deep.. maybe a little unhinged pfft. just a little quieter now, while i sit with that hurt for a bit.

I'll be back when I can. This isn't the full reason why I'm gone as I said I have a lot of shit going on internally and this is just a small piece of why I'm not here. (Outside issues besides here fyi)

Hope y'all are taking care of yourselves.

if you’re someone who has stuck around, even through all my many fixations over the years, and are still my friend, I thank you. like seriously... it means more than i can say ♡

[simpsforscience]

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[cosmic-cores]

dusts this blog off after 8 years (YEESH)

first, i think beyal is a trans girl so, from this point on, i will be referring to her with she/her

second, i think her sight ability should've mutated in some way. beyal's always been shown to have a unique connection to the monsuno so it would've been cool if she got the ability to telepathically commune with them in a manner similar to one-eyed jack, or to even have them speak through her

[no1ovedeepweb]

soul mates

[cosmical-animal-crossing]

I finally started playing new leaf again after I’m not even sure how long, and I’m honestly having more fun with it now than I think I ever have before. Idk I think putting it down for a long time got rid of a lot of my decision paralysis over how to make over my town (which I think in part was due to my slight bitterness over not owning a switch- which I still don’t- and not getting to play new horizons. But I’m kinda over it now and I just kinda figure that I’ll just treat myself one day when I eventually have the money).

I kinda went back into it knowing that dream sharing was already off the table, I knew that the severs were gonna get shut down eventually what with everyone jumping over to the new game. Kinda ironically maybe this also cured my decision paralysis a little bit too. Only now I have a town I would be willing to to share a dream of but now I can’t, but like I said I knew it was already off the table so I’m not even that mad or disappointed. Tbh I was more disappointed about the international island and long distance town visiting being shut down. That honestly was more of a true disappointment. My brother lives across the country from me and I really liked being able to connect with him long distance through the game, now we can only play together when he visits home. And I know there’s still some people who do play the game, so even if I made friends with some of the other hold outs who still play, it’s kinda moot isn’t it? We can’t really interact with each other through the game. I’ll still keep playing and enjoying the game, but I think the sense of community and friendship that I got from meeting new people is definitely what I’m gonna miss the most about it. It all just feels a little more lonely now.

[constructbreakdown]

Here are some space-themed short stories I've made:

Subject: Friendship

Subject: Australians

Subject: Existence

Subject: The Transcendence

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