I May Be Breathing But I'm Already Dead || Hunger Games AU || Open
Despite all the preparation for the games, nothing prepared her when the lift brought her up into the arena. She was blinded by the striking sun and had to shield her eyes from it, which she also used to cover her face for a moment. To force herself to swallow the bile rising in her throat, and to face the area in which she was surely going to die. There was no fooling herself now in this place. She wasn't a killer, and she wasn't too sure of her ability to survive. District 3 made electronics, and she could remember no arena that was held in a giant warehouse full of things lying around that she could make. There were District 3 winners, but even when she watched footage, she couldn't imagine being able to come up with something like that to win.
As the countdown slowly ticked back, her mind brought the reaping back to her memory. All the kids in the crowds, and with her last year, she was hoping that it would be one more uneventful reaping. No, that sounded cruel. It was never uneventful. Each year she had to watch two people she knew (briefly or closely) go up on the stage to die. She had seven in for her age, along with extra for tressera for her family members. Not as much as some, but a scary amount was even having one. That was all that was needed to be picked. Just one.
When her named had been called, she had been completely dumbfounded. She stood there simply not comprehending what had happened, even as all the eyes turned to face her, that look etched on their faces. The one she used to make when others were called. A look when someone gave when they knew someone was already dead. At the sight of the peacekeepers moving towards her, she moved her legs slowly. Had they always been this heavy? Although she had the strongest urge to bolt, she'd never get far. It was useless and she'd rather not make a spectacle of herself.
As the countdown got to the end, her mind came back and she found herself inspecting the area. It was flat around the Cornucopia, but then seemed to rise upwards. There were mountains and trees. She spent a lot of her time in warehouses and she never really had to go outside for much except for walking home. And then the countdown was over and everyone was jumping off their pedestals.
She jumped off hers, landing on her feet. She had to get something and picking up two easy bags, she was off running on to another direction. She knew about the bloodbaths at the Cornucopia whenever someone hoped they could get in and out quickly. There were people beside her running, but she tried not to pay any attention to them. It could have been foolish on her part because they could have easily killed her, but they were running too.
And then everyone seemed to disappear as she ran, and there was a time she tripped and fell, and she couldn't remember which direction she was running in the first time so she picked a path and ran. Her heart was practically in her throat and she couldn't breath, but she knew she had to run. She had just scurried up a hill when she ran into someone hard. All the sacred air she had left in her lungs allowing her to run was swooshed out when she hit them, and she tumbled back down the hill, her head hitting the ground hard as she fell. The world blurred in front of her and she forced herself up, brown eyes wide with fear as she turned to the person she ran into. Her hands found a rock blindly and her fingers curled around it tightly, just in case.