something to be said for the way nott clearly begins to rely on alcohol more and more after reuniting with yeza. it gets to the point that the whole party has noticed and start making comments about getting her to drink less (all of which culminates in jester taking her flask), but it feels very important that this happened right after she had the "what is wrong with me? i just ditched my husband to go adventuring with you!" conversation with caleb. her reliance on booze skyrockets as she's trying to figure out what the fuck she's doing and how she can be yeza's wife and luc's mother and nott the brave of the mighty nein and if she can ever even become herself again















