#crowfeels

[fluffmoth]

sorry to bother you but your blanket nest post is v nice. i'm sure you get this like 1000 times a day but really i made one and it counteracted my sads and now i'm super comfy and just thank for making it :) also i've seen it on like 30 different masterposts b/c everybody loves it so there ya go. thank.

ah gosh, thank you anon!

I actually don’t get very many comments about it. I really love hearing about what people have done with my post, and knowing that I was able to help make someone happy ; v ;

btw, i’m still very interested in seeing pictures of blanket nests, whether based on my post or not. i dont have the materials to make nests right now, and i miss them, so if anyone wants to submit that would be great!

(or not, no pressure)

[fluffmoth]

there's that awful moment when i'm alone in my room and all the positive feelings come crashing down. i become so horribly aware of how much of a piece of shit i am and how no one i just talked to really liked me at all

i dont think i've ever hated myself more than i do in those moments

[fluffmoth]

trypophobia is so dumb like i freaked out over a stupid chocolate bar earlier im so mad

i cant even google treatment because every single website is full of photoshopped images made to trigger people with trypophobia i hate everyone

(trypophobia is the fear of holes and spots, especially in small clusters. if you think you have it, DO NOT FUCKING GOOGLE IT. PLEASE. people have made a lot of incredibly horrifying images. don't google trypophilia either, i promise you will regret it)

[fluffmoth]

gender is confusing and words are difficult.

i find it really hard to label my gender and orientation

if i were being totally accurate, i would probably call myself a demisexual panromantic genderfluid person who oscillates between being agender and masculine genderqueer with the occasional boy day

sadly, that's kind of cumbersome and it's already hard enough to explain things without getting into complexities; i usually just say i'm bisexual and nonbinary. this frustrates me though, because it's not really a complete description and i feel like i'm lying just to make other peoples' lives easier. but i also don't want to seem like i'm trying too hard to be special by using a bunch of fancy words?

i don't know, i just need to figure out some accurate labels that don't confuse people. this should not be as hard as it is.

[lynsrxiuu]

Music/MP3 • Sheryl Crow-Feels Like Home (iTunes Mastered Version)-2013http://goo.gl/7yuI8H

[lynsrxiuu]

Music/MP3 • Sheryl Crow-Feels Like Home 2013-C4http://goo.gl/Sprft0

[fluffmoth]

oh no, my beetlefriend just flew off and is now somewhere on my bed. i don't want to move because i'm scared of squishing them ;A;

[fluffmoth]

this tiny tiny spotted beetle has been crawling on my arm for like 10 minutes, it is the cutest thing ever. i love my little beetle friend, i don't want to put them outside yet. maybe they can just hang out with me while i study uvu