Actually though... I was wrong... We DO need to post about this publicly!
As much as I would rather let Dia spin for a bit, playing this game of escalation as Dia tries desperately to get my attention, I can't in good conscience let this continue.
Back in January, I saw a post from a new account that reminded me of Dia. The account was called Emmerycourse. I start writing a draft on my filter blog that was going to call it out... Here is part of that draft I have saved:
But... I STOP myself. I take a deep breath. And I decide that this isn't an accusation I should just throw around casually. I could very well be wrong about this assumption. And there's no reason to jump at different blogs when I want to focus on Mitsuki.
So I look into Emmerycourse a bit more and see they're connected to a blog called the Void-Sys, with Emmery being one of their alters. I end up dismissing it, and never post that draft.
Then I make my Mitsudia post on February 16th.
The same exact day, CrushSystxm shows up. Or, to be more exact, Void-Sys renames to CrushSystxm. They deleted their old blogs and made a new one!
Around this time, SAS mentioned being suspicious of this blog, and I shared what I remembered of Emmerycourse... once I remembered. The Emmerycourse incident was honestly out of my mind at the time.
The next day, CrushSystxm gives an excuse as to why they deleted their whole blog right after my Mitsudia post. They explain that it was totally not to hide anything secretive.
Now, this certainly is an explanation for deleting all your blogs in response to the Mitsudia post. But this is also exactly what Dia would do if Dia wasn't sure what information could link back to it.
Remember, one of the things I pointed out about Dia in that post was that Dia was a drunk that couldn't remember most of the mistakes it had made. What did Dia in completely was sending a message to a sysmed blocklist back in 2022 as DiaCrash, then lazily renaming the Diacrash blog to LilMoonz and having it serve as Mitsuki's main.
I assume that Dia wasn't sure what all it could have given away on the Void-Sys account, and THAT is the real reason for the deletion.
CrushSystxm, later that day, makes a post defending Dia, saying they don't care if Dia and Mitsuki were the same person.
The same post also claims to have been triggered so badly by the spambots that they were sent to a psych ward.
Which... just... REALLY??? Are we expected to believe that somebody who wasn't even that involved in syscourse before January got so triggered by a little spam that they were sent to a psych ward over it???
How likely does that actually sound?
Keep in mind that this would NOT be the first time Dia has faked being sent to a psych ward. We know FOR A FACT that Dia faked this before. While Dia claimed to be hospitalized last February, Mitsuki claimed in a private server to not have contact with Dia because Dia was in a psych ward at that exact time.
This is something Dia has definitely faked before! And probably multiple times, including this January when Dia claimed to be hospitalized again.
Dia also claimed to be hospitalized multiple times as Mitsuki too!
CrushSystxm continued making very angry posts about this on the 17th, despite not being directly part of the incident at all. And remember, this is still the 17th; the day after the Mitsudia post dropped. This is likely the time when Dia would be at its angriest and most triggered after its plans fell through.
On the 19th, I made this post describing signs people might recognize Dia by.
Here was the shortened version of what I said to expect.
And I did intentionally draw parallels with CrushSystxm and Dia's past behavior. CrushSystxm must have took the line about the X in the name to heart, in particular, because it went to start making excuses later the same day...
Now, let me say that there was someone who has already accused CrushSystxm of being Dia. I can confirm that whoever this was, it was not myself or SAS.
But I want to talk about CrushSystxm's response...
Here is the problem with this defense though. While early on, I did point out the similarities between Dia and Mitsuki as being possible evidence, we also know that Dia has adopted a wide variety of identities.
While I don't have a screenshot on hand due to Dia's habit of deleting blogs, I've known Mitsuki for a long time and saw Mitsuki repeatedly claim intellectual disabilities that Dia doesn't have.
Moreover, Mitsuki claimed to be Polymind when Dia wasn't in order to insert themselves into the polymind discourse.
Dia used to claim to be black back in 2022 but dropped that identity.
I don't even believe Dia was ever Tibetan. I think Dia claimed this identity, both as Dia and as Mitsuki, so that it could call Tulpamancers racist and then complain about tulpamancers "talking over" them. Just as Mitsuki pretended to be polymind to accuse people who believe polymindence is plural of being bigoted against polyminds.
I also want to note that there are multiple older accounts that I highly suspect of being Dia sockpuppets, each with different ages and identities.
Specifically, ones I find suspect are those directly involved with the 2022 "doxxing." Dia has claimed to have been "doxxed" multiple times across different accounts. Each time, the "doxxed" info is never released publicly, but Dia claims it was sent to Dia's inbox. Dia did this in 2021 as RivetWrites and again as Mitsuki in 2025.
During the 2022 incident, multiple anti-endos claimed to have been "doxxed," with Dia being the first. In each of these cases though, none of the "doxxed" info was ever made public. It was just anti-endos, all of whom appeared to be friends of Dia like Mitsuki was.
These include BBQ/fixing-endo-posts/GardenSyscourse, whose accounts have all been deleted, and LuxraySyscourse. BBQ's system identified as bodily black (during the period when Dia identified as blasian), while Luxray claims to be Romani. SAS suspected BBQ for years of being a Dia sockpuppet, and I have a lot of reasons I personally find the Luxray account extremely suspect, including the fact that its very earliest posts were all dedicated to giving Dia free reblogs and helping Dia bully people.
I will not go into all of that here, but suffice it to say that I don't find the defense of this new account claiming different ages and ethnicities to be that compelling. Mitsuki having so much in common with Dia was the exception, not the rule.
And even then, Dia as Mitsuki did fake intellectual disabilities, and pretended to be polymind when Dia wasn't.
You cannot rely at all on an account claiming to be a different race or ethnicity or age because these are all things somebody absolutely can lie about, and Dia has proven itself willing to lie about.
And that brings us to now, with SophieInTheRain.
This is a new account that dropped yesterday, with a very familiar aesthetic.
Even BEFORE it was publicly revealed that this was CrushSystxm, I already knew and told SAS about my suspicions.
SAS made this post about it.
And then CrushSystxm admitted to it, and admitted to using a reverse image search to find a profile picture that looked like mine.
And if this isn't raising red flags for you at this point...
SERIOUSLY?
HOW?
The story here is that they had a system member with my name who totally isn't an introject of me but also they purely coincidentally see that system member as looking like me in the headspace, and therefore decided to use a reverse image search of my profile picture.
Does this... even sound believable??? To anyone???
(And don't think I didn't notice the subtle fakeclaiming in the word "fictive." Which I'm sure they'll pretend was a total mistake too. 🙄)
I would rather not be posting this!
In truth, if this was just about me and Dia, I would probably continue to ignore this. It's been fun seeing the extremes Dia is going to in order to get my attention on this new account, and try to bait me into making this very accusation.
I would love nothing more than to see Dia's escalations when it doesn't get the attention it so desperately craves.
But... I can't do that...
Because Dia is going to be roping more people in and swallowing them whole.
And I've already seen what Dia did to all the people who trusted Mitsuki.
As much as I'd personally love to not call this out and just watch and see what happens... inaction can have consequences just as much as actions can.
If I'm confident that CrushSystxm is another Dia sockpuppet, which I am, and I choose to stay silent... then I'm responsible for what Dia does. I had information I could share with people, that could have led to them making better choices, and I chose not to act on it.
And so I'm bringing these allegations forward for one reason and one reason only: If knowing what I know could help people avoid the fate of the people who trusted Mitsuki, then I have a moral obligation to reveal it.
I also know as I do that I am giving Dia what it wants. That Dia will run off and play victim, and it will get sympathy from those who have fallen for its lies, and STILL haven't learned better.
But I have to be okay with that.
While it feels like giving Dia a win, this isn't a game. And if Dia got to hurt people because I chose to say nothing when I could have prevented it, then that's on me. That would be my fault. And preventing that is more important than winning or losing some imaginary game of wits. (Not that there's ever been much in the way of wits coming from Dia anyway.)
If people see my warning and still choose to trust CrushSystxm the same way they trusted Mitsuki, that's on them and Dia. But I will be able to say that, at the end of the say, I did the best I could to warn people and prevent it.
