Captain Swan Supernatural Summer
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(a story told with song quotes)
“I have no heart, just ice and stone
Made up of nails and teeth and bone
And I know exactly what I'm for
To hurt and destroy and nothing more
And if it's true that I was made
I still don't know if I can change
But something has stirred
A beast has awakened
Opened a door
There's no mistaking
Waging a war
It's fighting inside of me
So hear my battle cry
I'm out for blood to claim what's mine
Finally questioning
If I am my own worst
I am my own worst
I am my own worst enemy...”
(Beth Crowley- Battle Cry)
“I'm falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Dreaming of the way it used to be
Can you hear me?
Falling in the black
Slipping through the cracks
Falling to the depths can I ever go back
Falling inside the black
Falling inside, falling inside the black...”
(Skillet - Falling Inside The Black)
“I sleep all day, I prowl at night
Do anything to feel alive
I'm in the end just what you made me
I look the same, but I'm not fine
The Master of my own disguise
If you knew the truth you'd probably hate me
I need a fight, I've got you in my sights
Only one of us will make it out alive
I'm turning into a monster, you better run and hide
I'm turning into a monster right before your eyes...”
“Lost one, tell me do you want to be found
You caught me moments before I hit the ground
And I hear voices screaming to run away
Yet I see not black and white but silver and gray
I don't trust you, but I want to
Please don't let me fall...”
“There’s a darkness that plays behind your wicked smile
Aching sadness as you cradle me like I’m a child
This is madness, We’re descending into madness
And it chills me to the bone
Even when you’re gone I’m not alone, I’m never alone
I’m searching, desperate for a fracture in your shell
With every passing day it gets harder to tell
Where the demon stops and where you begin
But I promise you this isn’t how it ends...”
(Beth Crowley- How It Ends)
“You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away, Don't fade away...”
(Take That - Rule The World)
“I never thought that I could love
Strangers at night were good enough
But love's not a thing you get to choose
Try to resist you'll always lose
I made a deal to sell my soul
But lately I have dared to hope...”
(Beth Crowley- Battle Cry)
“No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes say everything
Without a single word
‘Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows
You're the missing piece
You make me believe
That there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me...”
(Christian Bautista - The way you look at me)
“I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door I must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes...”
(The Rolling Stones - Paint It Black)
“My defenses are down
I've lost all resistance
And when you're not touching me
I can feel your distance
So if you're gonna leave
Wherever you go please take me
At your side is where I'll be
Wherever you go please take me
Wherever you go please take me
Wherever you go please take me...”
(Beth Crowley- Please Take Me)
“Will you love me till it hurts?
Never leave me at my worst?
Break this cycle, Break this curse
Love me till it hurts
We all get what we deserve
Tell me do I have your word?
Break this cycle, break this curse
Love me till it hurts...”
(Papa Roach -Love Me Till It Hurts)
“I am a wanderer, I never needed anyone
But you've stopped me in my tracks
And I like the way you scare me
So let's leave the past behind
The future's anybody's guess
Just give me right now baby
I don't want to keep my distance anymore
Because I come alive
In your arms, in your arms
You touch me and I
Fall apart, fall apart
Let the world melt away
Blur all the lines between love and the pain
Cause tonight is when I come alive...”
(Beth Crowley- Come Alive)
“All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, For you,
Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world...”
(Take That - Rule The World)
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“I know I’m different
Than what you expected
But I’ve been playing a role
It’s time that you know the truth
You may not want me anymore
I’m not what you’ve been looking for
But under these pieces and parts
Is a beautiful heart and it loves you
So meet me at midnight
Find me by moonlight
I’ve been waiting for so long
To feel like I’m whole
More than what you see
Please don’t define me
This is bigger than you and I
So give me a chance
And meet me at midnight
Always told what to believe
Now nothing is quite what it seemed
It’s a battle of head versus heart
Can’t tell them apart like before
But the truth is concealed in the lies
I’ve decided I’m done trying to hide
I won’t sit back and watch the world burn
When I know it’s my turn to fight this war
So meet me at midnight
Find me by moonlight
I’ve been waiting for so long
To feel like I’m whole
More than what you see
Please don’t define me
This is bigger than you and I
So give me a chance
And meet me at midnight
Fog starts to lift, is my mind playing tricks?
Cause you look like home
Then I know this real, I trust what I feel
That neither of us has to be alone
You don’t have to be alone
So meet me at midnight
Find me by moonlight
I’ve been waiting for so long
To feel like I’m whole
More than what you see
Please don’t define me
This is bigger than you and I
So give me a chance
And meet me at midnight”
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