S. A RANDOM FACT ABOUT MYSELF.I suffer from sleep paralysis. Which comes in many forms I guess, but for me it means that sometimes I have very vivid hallucinations. It happens when I am just about to fall asleep (well, it feels like that but I think I must have slept briefly when it happens) and then I see insects (or mice) in my room, and often in my bed. And they look SO real. And even though I realise at the time that it happens that I occasionally have hallucinations like these, it looks so real that I cannot convince myself that it is a hallucination again. It lasts for about 20 seconds I think and often doesn’t go away until after I have turned on the light (and sometimes I can still see it when I have the light on).... It’s pretty intense.
A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.(copy of answer in other ask) I was in a very short but intense relationship with a guy about 4 years ago and then it turned out he had commitment issues, and he pushed me away in such a drastic way. He started saying such nasty things to me. It was very difficult because I loved him a lot:(
D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.My childhood. From 7-13 I have been bullied pretty badly. It still affects my self-esteem and I am always doubting myself. Especially when I have a new job or something, I’m always certain that they will think I’m not good enough (also because I’ve been fired quite a few times)
E. MY BEST FRIEND.My best friends are @ughkirschtein and @villevalohim. I met them through the Sherlock fandom 3 and 3,5 years ago and we still meet up at least once a week.
P.s. Your theme is so beautiful!
Spell out your name in my ask