One pattern I've noticed about myself is that I always have a minor fixation on a male character that (always) happens to be an alcoholic.
Their source material doesn't even have to be good, its just a sad looking man who is a father/friend/parental/older brother figure who also happens to be an alcoholic.
It might be that I'm a sad masc lesbian who is somehow fighting off the family addiction of cigarettes and whiskey. But it's always the sad looking kind-of dads who turn to drinking because expressing their emotions in a healthy way is scary.








