#cutiecats

[vitaliy-didukh-blog]

Цей носик 🐈 🐱. ⠀ #catsofinstagram #catslviv #cutiecats #lovelycatshow #wonderfulcat #cutecat (at Lviv, Ukraine) https://www.instagram.com/p/CKG-6awnN9U/?igshid=1q62qh8ehk6yl

[buttonupdoll]

A worry wart right now, I feel sick. It always feels like I’m just trying to placate my sadness rather than get rid of it entirely and it makes me even more miserable. I want to be happy! I really do! And I’m trying super hard to be happy, but even still I wake up in the middle of the night. My health isn’t making it any better. I wonder if I’m capable of normalcy even with a cpap, no sleepovers for me I guess. I don’t know I’ll feel better eventually

[buttonupdoll]

I wish I wasn’t so scared of basic necessities. I cried in the shower today; all covered in snot and spit because I just didn’t feel right. I planned my food for tomorrow, I know that’s not the normal thing to do, but I still want a fragment of control. I will try have a good day, I will try and I will play…

[buttonupdoll]

Mama kept asking to weigh me, I don’t want any treats anymore I am nauseous n I will be nauseous forever eurgh. I will get better, I know I can, but when the world is cheering on my eventual death I can’t help but give into the praise. My net today is around 900, I couldn’t stop myself from pacing in worry in the end. It is a rough patch with rough hills.

[buttonupdoll]

resting here for today, I think this constitutes as progress ^^

[buttonupdoll]

Today is my first attempt at normalcy, though I can’t help feeling I spoiled it by waking up in the middle of the night. I’m not crying, but I very much feel like I should be crying; my life is a mess, and a good half of it is because of my own foolishness (＞人＜;). But then again, dwelling on it will just manifest further sickness. I don’t think I’ll be able to fall back asleep, but at the very least I won’t hate the idea of being awake.

[buttonupdoll]

”Do you wonder where you’re going to?”

Manu , 16 , he / him

A bunny who no longer fears taking his medicine or eating his daily fill, as all bunnies should. This blog will just be incoherent babbling alongside my treats and meals. I want to get better at living, this blog is to help with that （^人^）

. . . . . ◟੭ Tags !

#cutiecats — thought bubble, ramblings

#cookingmanu — the obvious, anything food related

#canoodles✎ — scribbles

#affirmeowtions — mindset, positive view

#from-me-to𓂃you — anything for Shin (grammatical errors included)

[khingegg-blog]

“Joder, sin rencores, que yo solo te deseo que te enamores de alguien como tú “