#cw did

[marsupials-of-mars]

Anybody here have DID or other dissociative disorder and can give me reccomendations for an American specialist. For like, diagnosis and specific therapy.

[hypdom]

Well well well, if it isn’t my old nemesis Black Katana. How are you feeling?

“I-... I can’t move... what did you do?”

Oh don’t worry about it. That’s just the gas we’ve filled this warehouse with entering your lungs. You’ve been inhaling it for several minutes. Its much too late now.

“You can’t win. Even if I pass out, I’ll never stop hunting you.”

Oh, I count on it. Don’t you remember catching up to me in Milan?

“Yes- I almost... caught you.”

You did catch me silly. Well, Kiki did anyway.

“What? What do you mean?”

Kiki... you know. Your alter ego that made you get those ridiculous implants.

“No... no.... I chose these, because I’ve always wanted them.”

Have you? Or did Kiki want them?

*giggle* Kiki always does what Master says.

There’s my good girl. I wondered how long she would wait.

“What... who was that... who said that? I did, silly. I’m losing my mind. What the hell are you playing at? Who else is- in here? Just me for now, but Master will probably give you more me’s now that he knows how to crack our brains... Why do I feel so far away... all of... a sudden......?”

That’s because you’re taking a trip Black Katana. But, don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll catch up to me again at my next stop. Right Kiki?

oooooo yes, Master. Make her chase you again!

Good girl. Now, lets see who else we can put in there.................

[all-my-friends-were-glorious]

[ Closed Starter For @southxparkxafterxdark || Kyle ]

[ Cupid ]

A child walking down a street with a little red wagon full of baked goods and packaged snacks probably wouldn’t have looked odd. Proudly parading by and waving at the neighbors would have been cute, maybe, even. 

But Eric Cartman’s body, grinning from ear to ear and waving at everyone jovially was definitely not something most people were prepared for. When he took his little wagon up the walkway to Kyle’s house, there were a few people already set to pray.

“Oooh, hi, kitty! Pretty boy, pretty boy~ Kitty~ Kitty~ Kitty~” 

The behemoth of a cat in the window had his attention in seconds, and with childlike exuberance, he clapped both hands against the window. He was going to touch that cat, and he was going to cuddle with Kyle, feed him, and prove that they loved him!

Maybe then he would come back, and then Eric wouldn’t be so sad all the time. If Irene wasn’t fronting for him, these days, it was Cupid trying to boost morale. It wasn’t exactly the best situation, with his sunny disposition, but he had sure been making Liane’s life easier. Irene seemed to be helping, too.

Though she was worried for Eric, too. Cupid could feel her right at the back of his mind, a little pull to remind him what he was doing. He’d get to see the cat if Kyle opened the door. So, it was time to knock.

Knock, please, baby.

“Yes, mama.” He cooed, smiling until his eyes closed as he stepped back up to the door. Knocking rambunctiously, he rocked on the balls of his feet, chewing his lip. His eyes were wide and bright for once, and he looked hopeful. It was... Probably one of the strangest things anyone else had ever seen.

[silverfly]

DID / OSDD

So, the past month I've been struggling with something... The thought of having DID I've gone through considerable trauma growing up yet I never thought of it as a possibility until recently

I'm not officially diagnosed but I'm worming through the possibility right now and may be posting more about it??

Also to my close friends who may want to learn more, discuss, or have DID I'm considering making s server with pluralkit so we can all talk to each other (alters and all)? Please tell me if you're interested I'd love having somewhere to learn more and help me as well as others (but I'm not comfortable my alters coming out around strangers right now)

Edit: we are still learning and we may change names and labels as time goes on. We feel we may have more OSDD as there isn't prolonged and complete amnesia but again no diagnosis. We have been diagnosed professionally with other personality disorders and mental illnesses with a dissociative one coming on the table once or twice for anyone whose wondering (I won't allow people attacking this post or any futures of this journey / struggle trust me, you don't want to get on my bad side) ~ Ben

[thetreecorner]

Francis Bright Headcanons

Francis is the twin of Mad Mike. He is a character based off of Ethan’s role in ADWM.

Francis Bright (General) Headcanons:

He makes his own ice cream

Like his brother, learned from his grandfather

99% of the time his ice cream is safe to eat

That 1% is caused by his brother, but that’s a story for later

He is terrified of his brother half the time, the other half he is so fucking done with his shit

Hates drugs. 100% against drugs

His brother has drugged him before and he hates the feeling

Even though he makes ice cream, Francis doesn’t have much of a sweet tooth

His favorite candy is dark chocolate

His brother calls him “Frannie” and he hates it

His hair is naturally blue but he dyes it brown so as not to get mixed up with Mike

Francis, like Mike, loves kids

Would like a couple of his own one day

Francis needs glasses, dis boi be BLIND, but he’ll wear contacts if he’s too lazy to keep them clean during the day.

Mike stole an old pair of his glasses and punched out the lenses to use when he pretends to be him.

Francis unknowingly has DID, caused by the constant drugging from his brother

His alter’s name is unknown, but he will respond to Francis

His alter won’t tell you his name

His alter is a druggie

His alter has no problems with Mike (And Mike knows about him, since he’s seen the switch happen)

His alter is always eating sugar, and Francis will wake up in the middle of a sugar crash and believe he’s DYING

His alter is actually very good at hiding himself from Francis

Though, one time, Francis woke up and found that he has his blue hair back and became VERY confused.

His alter also has no moral compas and has no problem with murder.

Think of his alter as another Mike (but a druggie Mike)

Francis is determined to find out why he keeps blacking out.

A worried boi

((The way he discovered his alter is actually very traumatic and I’ll write a story about that later))

Francis can speak fluent french, and has tried multiple times to pick up german

Francis has an actual parlor rather than a truck

He gets very upset if someone mistakes him for his brother - like how dARE-

He doesn’t like people trying to shorten his name. Not Frannie, not France, not Frank. Francis. Just Francis.

Mike has 100% called him “Just Francis”

He has a lot of nightmares about his brother

Like his brother, Francis will laugh at the dumbest shit. A giggly bitch.

Francis is overall a good person corrupted by his brother and must be protected at all costs

[marsupials-of-mars]

Considering making ANOTHER sideblog just for bill to keep the RP one cleaner. Which would be funny. Like, I have it in my bio "I run the rp blog!" And Bill has "I run the rp blog!" Like we're fighting over our touy. But jokes on him. I love sharing

[marsupials-of-mars]

I just realized/remembered something that is blowing my mind right now. The main thing about DID. Day to day. Is um. The MEMORY issues. I. Had. Forgotten about that.

So right now. I basically just have. Dementia. Oh. That's. Incredibly helpful, but very very very scary.

This makes me feel really hopeful. But also. So sad. And helpless right now, not having the therapist... but my friends is sleeping over :)

[marsupials-of-mars]

"Why cant bill just be a bad person and thats it?" Good question! Its bc he's In My Head :) and believing in Bad People is very Bad for Me :) bc if hes Bad Only and In My Head, that's very bad for me! This is something to work on in Therapy, which is why the Theraprism can't be Evil because if it is Evil, then getting medical clinical help for myself is Evil, and the Bill In My Head gets vindicated (bad for me)