Jul 19
Okay but what if you do leave what if you do and it’s just like you expected it’s anxiety-free stress-free and safe then what if you want to go back because you miss it what if the anxiety was a source of comfort because of the soothing words the always followed what if the stress and mess felt like home and now the quiet and calm feels odd what if it was only fine the first few months what if the longer you went free you miss it more and more and what if you can’t have it anymore bad or not because the door is already closed with no way back in
what are you supposed to do with that empty hole then?