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Anybody else listening to bloodstream and crying about their daddy issues? No js me? Ok.

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then there’s me. i’m not entirely sure where to start. i am the epitome of my mother. out of all my sisters i have spent my whole life with her and most spent the most time with her as well. i think apart of her always liked me more than my siblings because she always took me places , talked to me about her problems , bought all the stuff i ever wanted/needed. i can admit my mother is the hardest workers ik . she does so much for everyone and never gets and respect. because she’s mean. my mother is a mean woman. when she’s upset she will start screaming , hitting you like no tomorrow. she’s fucking crazy. she has no filter. she’s fake. she wants people to think she’s living a good life so bad. i believe she wants people to be envious of her so she can feel some type of self worth and gratification. and im just like her. i spent the most time with my mom than either of my sisters. so i carry most of her personality traits and charisma. as i grow up year by year i realize all i am is the daughter she sees herself in. i am boy crazy , i am crazy , i talk to myself js like her , i am generous , i can get mean quick , i am her. but i dont want live a life like her. she’s a married single mother. and we all know what that means. where she cooks , cleans , works, takes care of the children, takes care of a man , and everything else all while being married. which can be dehumanizing. my father is a bum. i don’t like him. i mean try to but i js can’t. my whole life i never felt comfortable with him ever. i knew he was somewhat of a father figure but he was never there the way he wanted to be. i mean see he’s trying. and i’m going to be honest it will never be enough. atleast not for me. because my mom has done more for me than he ever has. i can admit i don’t talk about my feelings/problems with my parents ever. because their aren’t trustworthy and not kind nor understanding enough to give me real advice. which makes a little sad. because i will forever be envious of the cool parents you can tell anything to , who don’t judge you for being your being yourself , whom let you have the freedom and respect you need as developing teenager. but it’s whatever. i’ll live and once i do i’ll be free to the full extent without push back.