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if termed: iamtherealpambeesly ౨ৎ

[ilovepambeesly]

"you said you'd stop, we're not having this conversation again this is the last time."

absolutely fine by me buddy i didn't want this conversation in the first place

[ilovepambeesly]

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[ilovepambeesly]

hey so maybe me cvtting myself and being sad/angry a lot of the time is because i'm struggling and not just because i want to make you guys look bad

[ilovepambeesly]

i'm not sure how much longer i can do this for

[ilovepambeesly]

Couting down the days to go

It just ain't living

[ilovepambeesly]

omfg just straight up admit that you don't want me to talk to you atp.

[ilovepambeesly]

i need to tell someone but i don't want to ruin anyones days/fun

[ilovepambeesly]

i wish i was white

[ilovepambeesly]

i aspire to be like those cool emo/alt girls that suit side bangs and still look emo in basic clothes and minimal makeup

[ilovepambeesly]

was eating lunch normally and my mum decides to start talking about calories and shit. pmo so bad.

[ilovepambeesly]

i can't wait to move out

[ilovepambeesly]

the lady that was fitting a dress for me had to make the sleeves tighter and she was feeling around my stomach/waist and told me that i need to eat more i'm feeling GREAT

[ilovepambeesly]

i really am just shit at everything jesus

[ilovepambeesly]

life update: i look so stupid and i hate myself

[ilovepambeesly]

why does even my own mother mog me i'm actually so done.

[ilovepambeesly]

what's it called when you're texting someone and you can tell they do NOT gaf but you try to keep the convo going anyway

[ilovepambeesly]

another reason to stay alive:

prove to my dad that other parenting styles work and he doesn't need to be like this