#daddy suga

[kookies-princess]

Uh so I have a doc that is titled “Yoongi BDSM” in my WIP folder and I literally do not remember writing it

[tendousfingers]

yes you can, bunny, don’t you wanna be a good girl for me?

he coos, biting his lip as he looks down at where youve soaked his hand and the sofa

c’mon, you were naughty before, you gotta make it up to daddy now. give me one more, for being a naughty whore and disobeying her daddy

he spits, soothing the harsh words with a kiss to your forehead

i know you can, slut

- suga <3

uh- daddy, daddy! can't, can't cum!

much to the dismay of my words, my walls clamp down onto his fingers, nearly halting them in place. it's his thumb on my clit that pushes me over once again, toes digging into the material of the cushions as i cum once more.

g-god!

i squirt pathetically, eyes rolling back into my head as my body trembles.

[punkpanda16]

Mistakes and Miracles- ch.11

Word count: 6.7k+

Summary: We never know what to expect in life . Just like you never expected to be a single mother at a young age, much less come to find the father of said child is no other than you bias Min Yoongi from the world wide sensation, BTS. What will happen to your somewhat “normal”  life when he comes in and turns it upside down? Will you be able to raise a child with your extremely attractive bias?  

Warnings: prepare your heart for soft Yoongi. Very fluffy mushy stuff with some strong language

Type: Fluff, angst, smut  

Yoongi x Reader

~Your POV~

“You are such an asshole you know that?!” You screamed back at Yoongi once the maknaes had rushed out of the room with Alexander. You could still hear his screams and cries down the hall. You felt so guilty, no child should ever be in the crossfire. You were just so angry you forgot about everything else.

“Y/N! I SAID THAT’S ENOUGH!” Namjoon yelled at you more angry this time.

“No! Let me finish.” You interrupted the livid leader.

“You are such an asshole. YOU of all people have no right to speak to me that way. I am a damn good mother and you have no right to talk about Namjoon or anyone for that matter in that way. He’s your friend who has the biggest heart I’ve ever seen in a man. He gives his life for you and the rest of the boys. He is always there for you no questions asked. He spends more time with YOUR son than you do. He makes time for us. He talks to me. He never lies to me. He wasn’t the first guy to smile my way and you know that for damn sure...but he is the only guy I want smiling at me from now on. So, you stay the fuck out of my life unless it involves our son.” By the end of your rage infused speech you were in tears.

You couldn’t bring yourself to have any sympathy for the broken expression that Yoongi held. He too was shearing tears but he had no right too. He hurt you. He broke the trust and respect you had for him.

You walked out of the room with Namjoon trailing behind you while Jin and Hobi stayed behind with Yoongi to calm him down. He had tired to run after you but they had held him back. As you rushed down the hall wiping your tears you could hear him struggling against them.

“I- I can’t have the baby tonight.” You said as you tried to calm yourself.

“Hey. Hey it’s okay you know we’re  here. Let me go tell Tae to watch him and then I’ll walk you home.” Namjoon wasn’t oblivious he understood the  deeper meaning this argument had. He would be lying to himself if he didn’t admit  it hurt knowing  you and Yoongi loved each other. It hurt to  know  that you didn’t want him the way he wanted you. However, he knew  you need him by your side right now as a friend. A part of him felt stupid for hoping that maybe...just maybe you can come to love him even half as much as he had come to love you. He knew he was going to get hurt but he just couldn’t leave you, not now, maybe not even ever.

Back in your apartment you finally fell apart in Namjoon’s arms. You cried for what seemed like hours until you felt you didn’t have any tears then. He  held you not saying a word until you broke the silence.

“Thank you Joonie. And I’m so so sorry you got caught in the middle of this. You of all people don’t deserve it.” You said once you had calmed down a bit.

“Hey honey it’s okay.” He said as he wiped a few stray tears with his thumb.

“No! Joonie it’s not okay. You deserve better. I should have talked to you about this before we went out.” You felt tears spring in your eyes again.

“This?” He asked, already knowing what you were referring to but secretly hoping you wouldn’t. say it. If you confirmed his suspicion the hurt in his chest would be all the more real.

“Joonie…” you take a breath before continuing. “I-I was not completely honest about my feelings. Not just with you but with myself.” You looked up and watched as his brows frowned in concern and confusion.

“What do you mean?” He knew but he needed to hear it from your mouth.

“I-I think I’m in love with Yoongi.” Tears began to run down your face again. Namjoon felt a peace of his heart break again. He knew there was something between you and Yoongi but now it was confirmed...you were in love with him.

“Oh.” You heart clenched hearing the pain and disappointment in his voice.

“Joonie.” You clasped his hands in yours to make him look you in the eyes.

“I am so sorry. I really wish I didn’t feel this way. I-I don’t know when it happened. One minute he was an annoying friend and the next he was so much more than that. I started seeing my future with him. But I was always so afraid for Alexander and me that I told myself that I could never be with him. That we would never work. I guess tonight proved that. I’m so stupid.” You began to sob I to you hands again as Joon held you.

“Y/N, you’re not stupid. It’s understandable. I mean you are raising a child together. I mean I look at you and Yoongi with Alexander and it makes sense like you were meant to be a family. I never meant to come between that.” He replied sadly.

“No. You didn’t come between us. I mean there was nothing there except a fantasy. The reality is all I am and all I ever will be is a co parent. I know Yoongi loves me and cares about me like family but he is not in love with me. And the more I think about it the better it is.” You affirm as more tears run down your flushed cheeks.

“How so?” he asks as he wipes more stray tears from your eyes. You had just confessed your love for one of his best friends but he could help the flutter in his chet at how beautiful you were ven when you cried.

“Well just look at what happened tonight. We let our emotions get the best of us and things got out of hand. If you hadn’t been there I honestly don’t know what could have happened. For the sake of our son we can never let that happen again. Alexander should never have to be in the middle of something like that ever again.”

“I understand that but Y/N, you deserve to be happy. You deserve to be in love.” The sincerity in his voice made your heart warm.

“Yes but you see...it took me awhile to realize that just because you fall in love with someone doesn’t mean you should be with them.” You explained.

“While it maybe true in some cases...do you think that’s the case with you and Yoongi? You have both built a life together...doesn’t that mean something?” Namjoon placed thumb under your chin in order to make you meet his tender gaze.

“Yes, it means we wanted what was best for our son. This had nothing to do with us.” you tired looking away but he didn’t allow it. His hold was not painful only strong enough to keep you eyes trained on his.

“While I must admit your selflessness is one of the reasons I have feelings for you...you needed to learn to be happy too. You are a great friend and an even better mother. You give everything for everyone else but you never give enough for yourself.” He said with his sweet dimple smile.

“But this is who I am? How can I ever be selfish?” You scoffed. You were so frustrated that no one understood how this situation was killing you on the side. On one hand, you could potentially find a happy ever after with Yoongi but there was always the risk of hurt. On the other hand you could lose everything and there was a guarantee of being hurt. Were the risk worth any of this?  

“Y/N, this is not about you being selfish. This about you being happy.” He stopped for a moment and took your hands in his again. “I know this may be too much to ask of you but...would you allowed me to teach you how to make yourself happy.”

You took a deep breath and looked him in the eyes. “Joonie you know I can’t let you do that.”

“Why not?” He asked sounding slightly offended.

“Because you have feelings for me and even though I care for you it would be unfair. I don’t want to lead you on and hurt you. You need to find someone who loves you and only you. And I-I can’t give you that...at least not right now.” You answer with a hit of frustration in your voice. You were upset with him, on the contrary you were grateful that he cared so much, but it angered you that you couldn’t give him what he deserved because your heart didn’t allow it.

“You wouldn’t be leading me on because I know what I am walking into. I know you love him but that doesn’t mean I can’t help you. I just want you to be as happy as you make everyone else including Yoongi. Tonight did get out of hand but I know he cares. As for me, if I get hurt I know that the pain had a purpose. I trust you Y/N and I know you would never purposely hurt me. We will figure  this out...just give it a chance. Please.” He pleaded.

“What does this mean? What about Yoongi and the boys?” you bit your lip, worried this might ruining something as pure as the friendship and love they had for each other.

“How about we try being just friends? We can go back to how things were before our date. And I’ll talk to Yoongi, I know him well enough to know he didn’t mean anything he said. Don’t worry about us as a team and as a family we always figure out a way to fix any problem that crosses our path.” He reassured you with another bright smile and tight squeeze of your hand.

“You really are the best Joonie. I don’t know what I would do without you?” You gave him a innocent peck on the cheek and hug.

“Remember what I told you when you first moved to Seoul?” You smiled at the memory.

“I told you I would always be there for you. And that’s what I plan on doing.” He said looking deeply in your eyes trying to convey his sincerity. After of a few moments of silent debate he found it best to just ask.

“So...what are you going to do about Yoongi?

“I meant what I said. I don’t want him involved in my life outside of Alexander. It’s just too hard. What he said really hurt. It’s going to take time to move past that. But for now I want to stay away from him.” You answered as you wiped the last stray tears from your face.

“Well if you need anything I’ll be here.”

“Thank you.”

True to your word you stayed away from Yoongi as much as much as possible. Luckily you had finally received your full work schedule and with some  help from the boys, you and Yoongi created a routine.

Throughout the week you would have Alexander in the morning and around noon you would drop him off at BigHit while the boys were on break. He would be with Jimin, Tae, and Jungkook while you went to work and Yoongi was in the studio. Luckily, were in the same building so if anything happened like a change in their schedule last minute you would be nearby to take over if needed. Which was never really an issue because  BigHit was crawling with self appointed nannies, primarily stylists and other BTS staff, that had absolutely fallen in love with Alexander the moment they laid eyes on him.

The boys would then  take the baby to Yoongi after lunch. If they had late practice he would take Alexander to the daycare that BigHit graciously offered there staff members. After your shift you would pick him up there. At night Yoongi would stop by to help you put him to bed. After he fell asleep you and Yoongi would discuss any changes in your schedules or important dates pertaining to the baby. The conversations never strayed from those topics.

After two weeks of this routine you began to miss your best friend. It took this time away to realize how much of a roll Yoongi played in your life. Of course, you had Namjoon and the other boys but it was never the same. You missed the sarcastic comments and the cute way Yoongi would talk about Alexander and his other passions. That closeness you both had was fading and it killed you. Even though you were still hurt by his words all you wanted to do was forgive him. However, both of you being equally as stubborn made things difficult.

You had become so engrossed with work and the drama with Yoongi that you nearly forgot that Alexander’s birthday was quickly approaching. In less than a month your sweet baby boy would turn a year old and you wanted to celebrate it with your family back home and your newly found family here in Korea. This meant you had to finally grow up and talk to Yoongi.

To Yoongi 2:30: Hi. I know you’re probably busy but I was wondering maybe we can talk later.

~Yoongi’s POV~

From Y/N 2:30: Hi. I know you’re probably busy but I was wondering maybe we can talk.

Your message came out radio silence and made his heart skip a beat. These past two weeks were hell. He would lock himself in his studio only coming out to eat and pick up Alexander. His son was the only thing keeping him sane. Every night he would go to your apartment he wanted to get on his knees and beg for forgiveness but that would not be enough for all the things he said and regretted.

He thought once you cooled off you would reach out to him. Everyday he was secretly praying you would and today was that day. You finally messaged him and want to talk. He was not going to let this opportunity pass him by because he missed you so much.

He had already made up with Namjoon a few days after the fight. It was so hard looking his friend in the eye after all the things he had said about him.

He remembers how nervous he was walking into Namjoon’s room that morning. As he walked in he noticed Namjoon was on his laptop working. For a moment he thought it better to not bother him and come back later. That was until Namjoon noticed him and smiled.

“Yoongi hyung. Hey, what’s up?” He sounded genuinely happy as of that night hadn’t happened.

“I-I just...I needed to apologize for that night. Things got out of hand and I shouldn’t have said those things. I promise you I didn’t mean them. I don’t know what came over me.” Yoongi began to ramble until Namjoon stopped him.

“Hyung. I know you didn’t mean it. And I’m not mad...anymore.Things got out of hand, that’s true. You’re right it should have never happened.  I can’t deny I played a roll in what happened. I overstepped my boundaries and I am sorry.” He stopped for a moment try to find the right words to continue.

Yoongi was taken aback by Namjoon apology. “Why are you apologizing? You didn’t do anything. You actually stopped the fight and prevented us from saying anything else we would regret.” Namjoon decided to answer Yoongi’s question with another question.

“Hyung. Can ask you something?” He sat next to Namjoon as he nodded.

“Ummm… even before I met Y/N, I had a feeling that you felt something for her. I mean that phone call after the first time you met her...I’ve never heard you talk about someone like that before. Do you have feelings for her?”

For moment Yoongi looked like a deer caught in headlights. “I-I. Well yes I-I think she’s a great friend and—”

“No hyung, I mean more than a friend. And more than simple gratitude toward someone who is helping you raise your son. Is there feelings that you have for her beyond that? Romantic feelings, maybe?” Namjoon said calmly. However, Yoongi could tell he was nervous by the way he played with his thumbs and avoided eye contact while he asked the question.

“I-I.” He couldn’t find the words to say to his friend. Of course he knew the answer but how can he say that when he knew Namjoon had feelings for you too. How could he hurt his friend that way...he couldn’t hurt you either.

“Hyung you can be honest with me. I understand why you hesitate but trust me...you can be honest with me.” Yoongi never understood how Namjoon could be so mature despite being younger. He had such a strong understanding for emotion and for difficult situations that never seized to amazing him. This is why Namjoon was his leader and friend.

“I’m sorry Namjoon-ah. I wish I didn’t feel this way but I can’t help it. I’m sorry I hurt you. I’m sorry I hurt her. I was just so jealous and angry. I know you...your the type of man that makes a women fall in love. The type of man she deserves. I felt like I was never good enough to give her that and seeing you give that to her made me crazy.” He dropped his head in defeat after finishing his long kept confession. Namjoon let out a small laugh at Yoongi’s small rant which made him raise a questioning brow.

“Why do I feel like I’ve heard this before?” He chuckled.

“What?” Yoongi was so confused.

“I had this conversation with Y/N last night. She also told me she wishes she didn’t feel that way for you. Yoongi, she’s in love with you too. Why can’t you both see that?”

“What?” Namjoons sudden confession made his throat go dry. You are in love with him.

“I didn’t tell you this so you can go out and proclaim your love for her. I told you this so you understand where you stand in her life. You are way more than just some guy to her, Yoongi.” He stopped for a moment and looked away from his still shaken friend. Whatever he was about to say was clearly hurting him.

“You know I have feelings for her but I talked to her that night after I noticed something between you two. That fight held a much deeper meaning and emotion. She was hurt and alone so I told her I was going to do anything to make her happy. I told her I wasn’t going to leave her. I intend to keep my promise. For the love I have for her and you...I realized there is only one way to ensure everyone’s happiness.” He took a deep breath before he continued. Yoongi was hanging on to  every word he said and was now deeply interested.

“I am going to help you two.”

“What?” He couldn’t believe the words leaving Namjoon’s mouth. He was being so selfless like always.

“I can’t bare to see you hurt anymore. It’s clear you love each other. I am a firm believer that love knows no bounds. I am no one to stop you from loving her especially when she loves you back.” Even though he said it with a smile he could tell his friend was hurting.

“But what about you? You’re hurting. It’s not fair to you.” Yoongi tried to keep his voice steady but he could help it from breaking at the thought of how much Namjoon holding in order for him to be happy.

“You sound just like Y/N. You guys really don’t understand that love isn’t just a man and a women. Love is so much more than that. Like the love I have for you, Y/N, and Alexander outweighs everything. I would never be happy knowing I pulled you apart. I can’t tell you exactly why but Y/N went through a lot. She deserves to be happy and I know in my heart that you can give that her. Just like she does that for you and us every single day. Just give her time to cool off and then we can figure out a way to bring you two together.”

He was at a loss for words. All he could do was nod. He really was blessed with best friends that anyone could ever ask for. What Namjoon was doing for him was beyond friendship. And he would be forever in his debt.

To Y/N 2:31: Yes. Actually I’m free right now if you want to meet in the coffee shop across the street.

With slightly shaky hands he waited for your response. He waited for a few minutes until he decided to text Namjoon. This may be  an opportunity to fix your relationship and he didn’t want to mess it up therefore he needed his friends help.

To Namjoon 2:40: Y/N wants to meet up and talk. What do I do?

From Namjoon 2:42: Ummm...you meet up and talk to her?

To Namjoon 2:43: This is no time to be a SMARTASS!! I’m really freaking out!

From Namjoon 2:44: Why are you freaking out? You’ve know Y/N. How can you not talk to her?

To Namjoon 2:46: Umm...HELLO?! Did you forget the part where I hurt her and she HATES ME!!

From Namjoon 2:47: Yes. Yes you did. But you have to face her eventually.

To Namjoon 2:49: Well Thank you captain obvious. How am I supposed to face her? You said you would help me...this is not helping.

From Namjoon 2:51: I said I would help you figure out a way to get you two together. This mess you made entirely yourself and you have to fix it. If you can’t do that then we can’t move on to my plan.

From Namjoon 2:53: I’m sorry hygun but you have to do this on your own. Just...TALK TO HER. And apologize. If she is not ready to forgive you then give her more time.

From Namjoon 2:55: FIGHTING!!!

Rereading the messages Yoongi let out a string out colorful curses directed at his ever so “helpful” friend. How was he supposed to fix it? He was never good at expressing himself except through music. Knowing himself he would probably make it worse. His thoughts were interrupted by his phone again.

From Y/N 3:00: Sorry for the late reply I was just picking Alexander up from Daycare.

From Y/N 3:01: Coffee sounds great but since I have the baby with me maybe we can go to Han River for a little while with him…

From Y/N 3:01: Only if you aren’t  busy.

Yoongi could practically feel your nervousness. It made him feel a bit better about his. Despite his fears he could not miss out on the opportunity to spend the day with his little family.

To Y/N 3:02: No! No it’s okay. I’m free for the rest of the afternoon. It sounds perfect.

From Y/N 3:03: Okay great. We’ll meet you there.

To Y/N 3:05: Great! It’s a date!

Yoongi couldn’t  help but cringe at how he has reverted back to being a clingy teenager eager to get any type of attention from you. He was whipped but he didn’t really know if he minded it. All that was left to do it brush off his embarrassment and go ask Namjoon for the rest of the afternoon off. He told you he was free but he actually had quite a few tracks to finish and dance practice but...you didn’t need to know that.

~Your POV~

From Yoongi 3:05: Great! It’s a date!

You didn’t expect your heart to skip a beat from such a simple phrase ‘It’s a date’. That’s all it takes to have you wrapped around Yoongi’s beautiful little fingers. Was this really how you saw this get together as “a date.” Granted a small part of you was giddy and wanted it to be a real date. But another part of you was still so angry at him. You couldn’t get his words out of your head. How can he be so cruel and not have the decency to at least apologize? Of course as simple ‘sorry’ would not be enough to fix all the pain caused you but it would be a start at least.

However, as you made your way to Han River with your son the anger seemed to subside. Alexander was in his stroller with that brightest gummy smile on his chubby baby face. It was as if he knew he was going to see his dad. He always had the brightest smile when he was with Yoongi.

In all honesty at times you felt a twinge of jealousy toward the relationship they had created. Of course Alexander adores you but they way he was with his father was different. In a way you understood exactly how he felt, there always sense of peace and safety that you never sensed in anyone until you met Yoongi.

It was the purest love you had even seen shared between father and son that never failed to put a smile on your face. It reminded you that all the hardships you’ve face with Yoongi were worth it just to see your baby happy. And just to see Yoongi happy.

No matter how angry you were with Yoongi you couldn’t deny you still loved him. Confessing to Namjoon killed you because you knew you were hurting him but it would hurt him more if you continued to lie.

Namjoon, true to his word, stayed with you and help you find happiness outside of being a mother and Yoongi. He started opening you up more to your new home and culture around it. He was also very supportive at work and with the baby. He began to teach you many new things including what it’s like to be a true friend.

Lucky after your fight Namjoon didn’t try to push you talk to him. He told you to take your time and work it out once you cooled off. He also reminded you not get hurt when Yoongi didn’t apologize but no one could blame you for being mad at him.

As you turned into the park you you realized two weeks had been enough time. Even if he hadn’t apologize it was time to grow up and work this out like to mature adults. It was impossible to avoid each other forever. Maybe the friendship wouldn’t be the same be at least he would be back in your life which was best for everyone.

After finding a shaded bench under a cherry blossom tree you took Alexander out of his stroller and sat him on blanket so he could play in the grass. As you waited for Yoongi you watched him as he would pull himself up and support himself on the bench.

He hadn’t started walking yet but everyday he was getting closer to taking his first steps which made you both proud and sad, to think your baby wasn’t going to be a baby forever.

You had been waiting for fifteen minutes until you heard Alexander start to giggle and reach to something behind you.

“Dada.” You were shaken for a minute. It was his first word. You quickly turned around and saw Yoongi leaning on the back of the bench with the same shocked/excited face as you.

“Yes! Yeah little man it’s dada!” The smile on Yoongi’s face was brighter than the sun as he practically jumped over the bench and scooped up Alexander. He began to littler his chubby cheeks with pecks which only made the baby giggle more. You couldn’t help but capture the sweet moment with your phone. If you hadn’t felt so elated the big smile you wore would have hurt your face by now.

“Wow! Y/N! Did you hear that? H-he called me dada. Had he done that before?” Yoongi said with pure joy in his voice and small tears in his eyes.

“No. It was the first time. That was his first word.” You couldn’t hold back any longer, you jumped up and joined them in their hug fest. Yoongi leaned down and kissed your forehead which made you a little flustered but you were so wrapped up in the moment that you didn’t care.

“Oh my god! He is the smartest, cutest, most amazing baby ever. He’s a genius like his dada.” Yoongi gloated as he looked down at you and the baby.

“Well...I wouldn’t go that far but he is amazing.” Yoongi faked hurt at your words as he slowly let you out of his embrace.

“What are you saying I am not a genius?” Yoongi asked with a raised brow.

“Whaaat? I never said that. But you didn’t lock yourself out of the genius lab so…” you said with a playful smirk that Yoongi kindly returned.

“Wow! You lock yourself out once and everyone holds it against you forever... And say where did I lock myself out of again?” He asked with a smirk. Of course you knew the answer he wanted but you wanted to tease him further.

“Ummm your studio.” You said as innocently as you could muster.

“Yes. I know that but...hmmm...what is it called again.” He said with a devilish smirk.

“Ummm the lab?” You asked returning his smirk.

“The what lab?” He knew he won when you rolled your eyes sat down with a huff.

“The Genius Lab.” You grumbled just loud enough for him to hear you.

“Ha! See, point made. Thank you!” He said a big gummy smile.

“You know just because you call it that doesn’t mean that you are a genius.” Even though he had made his point you refused to let him win.

“Well it takes a genius to realized he is a genius and then proceed to name his lab after something he is so...yes I am a genius. Just call me Min Suga Genius.” He said a as he puffed up his chest proudly.

“Okay. 1. I will never ever call you that and 2. What you just said made no sense so I refuse to argue with you any further. You have made my point.” You said with a defeated sigh.

“So that means I WIN!”

“I never said that but if that how you want to take it okay.”

“See that little man daddy just beat mommy.” He said proudly to his son, who seems very amused with the situation.

“Hey! I refused to let my son growing up being fed such lies!” You said playfully angry. You stood up and started walking toward him as a challenge, which he graciously accepted.

“Tell me, Y/N. Where is the lie?” He punctuated every word as his smirk grew bigger as well as his confidence.

“Oh! You want to see the lie.” You took another step forward. Now you were inches away from Yoongi. “I’ll show you the lie.” You were about to grab Yoongi until he took off running.

“I am holding a child!” As you began to chase him you could hear Alexander laughing. After a few moments you decided he was right. He was holding the baby and it  was safer if he put him down. Which also allowed you to torture Yoongi as much as you wanted. You stopped to catch your breath.

“Okay. Okay. You're right .” Yoongi stopped and turned to you laughing.

“Oh! Really now? So baby, you admit that daddy wins?” The nickname made your breath hitch not just because you were running. He was only referring to himself as daddy because he was with the baby...right? Yoongi was clearly proud seeing how flustered you were.

“What?! I never said you won…” then you deceived if he wanted to play games then you could play too. “Daddy.” You said the last word slowly and seductively. Apparently you being out of breath made the word come out just a tad bit sweeter. Now Yoongi was flustered. His cheeks turned a light pink color while his ears were bright red and you knew for a fact it wasn’t because he was running. You swore he might pass out in that moment.

“W-what?” You visibly saw him swallow. You felt a sense of pride seeing him lose his cocky dominate persona.

“I said you didn’t win, daddy. I think you should put the baby down so we can make this...interesting.” You raised a suggestive brow and  accentuate his favorite word making his blush more evident.

“Fine. I’m not scared.” He said confidently but his face gave away his obvious nervousness. The way his arms slightly shook as he sat Alexander down on the blanket again didn’t exactly scream confidence.

“Alright. Daddy, I’m going to give you to the count of three to admit that you lost.” You said firmly yet playfully. You looked at Yoongi with a sly smirk and he squirmed under your stare.

“I will not.” He stuttered out.

“Oh really. Daddy will not admit he was wrong.” the cockiness in your tone seemed to fuel him.

“Why would daddy say he’s wrong when he knows he beat mommy but she doesn’t want to admit it.”

“Fine.” With no warning you lunged at Yoongi and pinned him on the ground. You both erupted in a fit of giggles as you struggled to pin his hands above his head.

“Say it!” You said through your laugh.

“No I will not! Let me go!”

He struggled for a few minutes until eventually the laughs died down. In that moment it seemed like the rest of the world had disappeared. You were brought back to that moment you had shared months back in that hospital room. There was no anger or fear just tranquility. It actually felt like you were a normal family spending a day at the park.

As you look down at Yoongi you could see he was thinking the same thing. His eyes had softened. He had a real smile on his face. It seem as though he was trying to imprint this moment in his mind for the rest of his life. He turned his head slightly and smiled at your giggling baby boy and then turned to look you in eye. There was so much adoration and tenderness in his eyes that the fight and the resentment all seemed pointless. Of course, the issues were still there but in this moment it’s seemed like you could push past everything just so you can continue to be a happy family.

“Oh what a beautiful family! And look honey what a cute baby!” An old women’s voice pulled you and Yoongi from your daze.

You quickly got off Yoongi and stood up. As you dusted off your clothes he stood up as well. You walked over to Alexander and picked him up. He instantly started smiling and cooing at the old woman who was fawning over him. This kid really knew how to win people over.

“Dear, you have a beautiful family.” The woman looked at you and then at her husband giving him a bright smile. One the he gladly returned.

“Thank you.” You said with a shy smile.

“I remember when my husband and I were just like you and this young man.” She directed her attention to Yoongi. He stood behind you scratching the back of his neck nervously. The situation clearly making him shy.

“Ah! Young love. I still remember how it feels. In fact, every morning I wake up next to my husband I am reminded of how beautiful it is.” She looked at her husband with deep loving eyes similar to the ones Yoongi looked at you with a few moments ago. You couldn’t help the warmth that blossomed in your chest.

It was a sense of hope that maybe one day you could find that kind of love that makes you fall in love everyday. The type that keeps you wanting more. The type that doesn’t have to complete you but compliment you. A small part of you indulged in the fantasies that Yoongi would be that one but things were just too complicated.

“ We aren’t a couple but we can only hope one day to be as happy as you.” You said politely. The women  seemed shocked for a moment but quickly recovered as her smile returned to her face.

“Oh I see. Well you must know, it’s not all rainbows and sunshine that brought us and kept us together. It’s the pain and sorrow and hardship as well.” That statement made you curious.

“How so?”

“You see. We initially like someone because of the best qualities. But we  fall in love with them when we see the worst in them. After you see that and you both have gone through and hell and back together and still feel the need to fight for each other...then they are the one.”

It took you a moment to process everything she had said. Before you could stop yourself you were asking another question.

“How do you keep fighting...when you feel like you can’t fight anymore?” The last part came out almost like a whisper. You looked up at the woman her features softened even more as she placed a gentle hand on your shoulder.

“You fight if it’s worth it. If you know it’s worth it someway, somehow you find the strength. But you must keep in mind that love isn’t enough sometimes. You need so much more. But in my experience you find much more after all the pain.” She gave you one last smile before she grabbed her husbands had a began to walk away.

“Oh! And one more thing.” She leaned in and whispered in your ear. “The way he looks at you tells me that whatever it is...is worth it.” with one last reassuring smile she was gone.

You stood there in awe for a few moments. Sometimes answers come to you when you least expect it.

“So…” Yoongi’s voice broke through your thoughts. You were still mindlessly watching the older couple walk away.

“Umm...yeah.” You were at a loss for words, everything she said made sense.

What you didn’t know is if could be applied to your relationship with Yoongi. You had been through so much together. It wasn’t just raising Alexander but it was living together, practically. It was also you leaving your home, family, friends, and job to be here to be with him. You did it for your son but a small part of you did for Yoongi too.

You had definitely been through the hardships but you have come to realize some of the best things you have experienced have also been by Yoongi’s side.

Of course, you loved him. There was no doubt in your mind. You had fallen for him...the real Yoongi. The one that was flawed and overprotective and jealous yet, understanding and unbelievably caring. But would love be enough for your relationship to survive? So far the only love that kept you together was the love you both had for your son. That for a fact would never change.

Romantic love...now that’s where things become dangerous uncharted territory for you and Yoongi. Could you possible overcome it? Was it still worth it?

HI guys!! :)

As always thank you for the support. I am so sorry it’s been two weeks since the last chapter. This college stuff takes more time than expected, but don’t worry this story will be seen through. Please, excuse mistakes I try to make time to edit but studying and homework are taking over my life so must do this at midnight.

Stay tuned for what’s next (spoiler alert...more drama)   ;)

[bubblyyoonmin]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: K-pop, 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS Rating: Explicit Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Min Yoongi | Suga/Park Jimin Characters: Min Yoongi | Suga, Park Jimin (BTS) Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Top Yoongi, Bottom Jimin, Needy Jimin, Yoongi Is Bad at Feelings, Daddy Kink, Cock Worship, Nipple Play, Grinding, jimin is thirsty, yoongi cant resist as always, he loves his little prince, Rough Sex, Submission, Morning Sex, Fluff and Smut Summary:

Jimin is thirsty and Yoongi does anything for Jimin tbh. Yoongi also loves Jimin, but can't admit it. What a loser.

[tony-montana-shit]

So since I’m a slut for Yoongi and have thousands of pics of him saved I decided to make some mood boards, I was feeling daddy Yoongi today so here you go 🤷‍♀️

[mysweetness]

Why me?

Seokjin : Do you hate us?

You : What did you do?

Seokjin : *blushing* No... Will you hate us knowing we might or might not have told Yoongi about your secret?

You : SEOKJIN!

Seokjin : It wasn't me, it was Jimin!

Jimin : NO, IT'S NOT TRUE!

Taehyung : YES IT IS!

Jimin : SHUT UP, YOU, YOU TOLD HIM THE GENDER!

Taehyung : THAT'S NOT TRUE, BELIEVE ME, I NEVER SAID ANYTHING!

You : *gazing at Hoseok's face*

Hoseok : I may or may not already brought some toys but I said nothing...

Namjoon : And I wrote a song about a baby that he's working on but yeah, it could have been anyone ... like Jin...

Seokjin : Why me?

Namjoon : *raises his shoulder*

You : *turning to face Jungkook* What did YOU do?

Jungkook : I congratulated him! I didn't know you haven't tell him yet... In fact, he was pretty unaware about it even with those stupid guys...

You : So you're the one who told him?

Jungkook : I think I am!

You : I'M GOING TO KILL YOU!

Jungkook : *speechless and fearing for his life as he stands up and puts distance between you two*

[yoongiandchiminie]

Yoongi’s away for Father’s Day and gets upset.

Y/S/N = Your Son’s Name

Y/D/N = You Daughter’s Name

REQUESTS OPEN

[chibieoushelvetica]

You texting Yoongi in the afternoon while he is taking a much needed nap. He texts a promise of attention so that you'll leave him alone. -Daddy