hi! i'm dzuma (f21+) looking for other 21+ roleplayers who write 18+ muses only for a long-term rp! ♡ 🥩⚠️
i'm a heavy literate writer looking for someone interested in building a story together rather than just filling prompts. i enjoy daily replies or rapid-fire sessions whenever we're both available, without sacrificing characterization or writing quality.
i'm really into urban hyperrealism, psychological thrillers, and darker, character-driven stories. expect plenty of dead dove themes, though i'm only interested in writing them when they actually serve the plot rather than existing just for the sake of being edgy. limits, triggers and kinks can always be discussed beforehand.
i mainly write mxm and queer pairings, so please bring me your trans or non-binary muses. ♡
some plots i'm currently craving (★ = preferred role):
★ bodyguard × musician
my character loves the feeling of protecting the people he cares about. after one of his friends asks him to become his personal bodyguard, he accepts the job without expecting to fall in love along the way. expect jealousy, emotional dependency, and plenty of yearning.
merchant × coast guard (i can write either role.)
a merchant has been shamelessly flirting with the same coast guard every time his ships dock, but the guard assumes he's just messing with him since he looks painfully straight—and is supposedly engaged. one day, the coast guard finally accepts his invitation for a drink. i'm craving internalized homophobia, angst, repression, and yearning.
omegaverse: ★ a recessive alpha loses control during rut and ends up forcing someone to have his child, if you know what i mean. they could already have a relationship beforehand—or barely know each other. alternatively, i'd also love the reverse dynamic: an omega deliberately taking advantage of their partner's rut to get pregnant and keep him close.
a married man starts cheating on his wife with a trans man and conveniently "forgets" that pregnancy is possible.
★ transfem egg × anyone
i have a transfeminine character who hasn't realized she's trans yet—and wouldn't accept it even if someone pointed it out. there's no fixed plot for this one; i mostly want to write someone slowly losing their mind because they can't understand why they'll never feel happy. bonus points if your muse is transfeminine too, though i already have a few plot ideas for other dynamics.
doctor × ★ patient
a disabled patient requires constant medical attention and has no family or friends to rely on, leaving him completely dependent on the doctor in charge of his care. this can be fluffy and domestic, completely vanilla, or lean into darker psychological dependency.
boss × ★ employee (japanese office setting, please.)
my character is a man in his thirties who's still a virgin, having avoided intimacy his entire life because of deeply rooted internalized homophobia. his boss recognizes just how inexperienced and vulnerable he is and decides to take advantage of it. if you'd rather move these characters into another setting, i'm more than happy to plot around them.
longing, slow burn & one-sided attraction
our muses were abused by the same person during childhood until yours either helped mine escape or simply made surviving bearable. mine eventually falls in love but is too traumatized to embrace those feelings, so he keeps trying to stay close to yours in awkward, desperate ways. meanwhile, your muse notices everything but keeps him at arm's length, terrified of what all that buried longing could eventually become.
i absolutely love plotting and discussing ideas ooc. i'm not the greatest at casual chatting, but since i'm looking for something long-term, i'd genuinely love to become friends with my writing partners over time.
discord only! feel free to like this or reach out if anything catches your eye—or if you'd rather come up with something completely new together. ♡
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