this essay was previously published in the spring 2014 issue of leading national critical dance newspaper @frontpaper
Congratulations to Tahni and Suniti, thank you for affirming life and existence.
Portland forgive my dirty selfish parting, everything was evil so it didn't matter that we never talked at length. I didn't praise you sufficiently.
Life in Alaska still life in America. The internet tells me this life anywhere else, with certain regional differences created by systemic inequalities.
I am a digital citizen, immortal as long as computers. I should make hard copies but everything is globally available for free already and . . .
I left Portland because I felt surrounded by ineffectual art, unexamined privilege, and unhappy people. Traveling around the country the same problems. Exceptional artists are ignored and resistance is marginalized. Racism, gender essentialism, paranoia, hyper-sexualization, and rape culture the status quo.
Facebook photo envy. Beauty surrounds always. Does it discredit denunciation to admit that modern America is Heaven? We have done it—we are free!
Heaven beautiful infinities accessible through computers. Bodies in comfortable rooms with affordable food and convenient access to the means and production of art.
At one time I hated artists. Their stories the stories of any other disciplined, privileged group in modern America.
But many artists are kind and caring souls. Their resources earned not stolen. Their children the lucky ones—this is me, whose parents were both college-educated, who never joined any Party yet were able to reap in all of modern America’s myriad benefits. Who am free to live and create art.
Why aren’t these/we children of free minds, raised in free society, proud and certain of our State? Who taught us politics was only coercion and dissent?
America congratulate ourself we have won. The meritocracy though racially and sexually unjust has created sufficient comfort for the working. Our system has succeeded. We are well-treated. We are free. Anyone can, with small expenditures, put any information online.
Ursula K. LeGuin is collaborating with a theatre troupe in Portland, OR and my internet could care less. Though Ms. LeGuin eloquently and persuasively resists our modern regime. A Japanese artist painting 3D goldfish with acrylics and resin the current popular artist on tumblr.
Replacing the “ancient Japanese art of filling cracks with gold”—this as Juneau, Alaska in April 2013 had an “Asian”-themed costume party, facebook soft-lit dslr racist glamour shots, white skin glowed like apricot skins, delicious beautiful people I went to high school with. Only one white woman painted her face with white skin geisha lips and slanted Asian eyes. My facebook feed wept with angry denouncement next to happy beautiful comfortable smiles.
Ms. LeGuin’s beautiful truths have not yet been reduced into .gif form and so cannot effectively propagate. Unlike Marina Ambramovic.
Socialist Realism depicts the joyful reality of Socialist life and it’s alive and well across America. The presiding regime is just and effort is rewarded. Similar to North Korean gymnasts, thousands of whom dance in nationally-televised joyful productions celebrating the life of their State.
This is not North Korea. Our life is demonstrateably better and our internet is free.