#dar posts

[ledardanne]

I have heard legends about this movie but never had the opportunity to watch it. I'll give it a try with N and I'll let you know how it goes 👍

[dar-winism]

darwinismsbreedingkink -> dar-winism

rebranding from a general jregrej blog to one specifically run by me, dar. I’m a realicide introject and I’m uncomfortable with the old url considering i’m technically darwinism.

[ledardanne]

Update : We watched the Combee Movie

N has gone into a catastrophic meltdown. My personal opinion on the movie would just be what the fuck. Like what the fuck

I would gladly give away the Combee Movie DVD for free. If anyone is interested please just tell me, I'll find a way to pelippermail that thing to you. Good luck to anyone who wants it

[ledardanne]

I have been making alphabet soup for N lately (his current comfort food), but I have been sorting all the letters to only leaves the Ns in. It's been a week and he hasn't noticed anything yet

[ledardanne]

N is out for the day, he went to visit Alder and Benga (Benga is a big fan of Zekrom). I'm glad N is opening up to people and making friends. He deserves to be happy.

I sometimes wish I could do the same and open up as easily. Something deep inside stops me from doing so. I know Alder is a kind human. So are Drayden, Brycen, Clay, Elesa... I just struggle to trust them. I don't know why. They try to befriend me, they try to talk to me and make me feel comfortable. It really isn't their fault. They have been nothing but kind to me.

And yet, I.. I don't know. Every time they try to befriend me and push a friendship, I bristle, in a way. It makes me feel like a fire type facing a water type, like they are about to trap me.

It's something I need to work on...

[ledardanne]

I baked pokemon-safe muffins today, I decorated them to be little Ns