#darkeststormamber

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

you have always been a writer,

you just wrote in different forms

you have always been a poet,

you just took a few breaks

- - reminders to myself (and others who need it)

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

~Untitled~ Your favorite color was burnt orange, just like your car, but I didn't know why. Your birthday was January 9th. You always rode the 378 bus. You hated brussels sprouts but loved carrots. You would rather drive than walk anywhere. You didn’t enjoy just hanging outside. You hated the wind and you’d never been to the beach. I memorized all these things about you in hope you would follow suit.”

DarkestStormAmber (6/6/14) Work in progress, I'm not sure what this is about. Let me know what you think @ http://darkeststorm.tumblr.com/

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

~One Day~ One day you wake up and it's not there, all the pain you swore would never end. It faded away in the night and when you woke up, everything was new. It's hard to believe you were ever hurt to begin with. One day isn't always soon though, it can be a month or a year, but when it comes, you'll feel light again, like you had before and you know you'll be okay. One day doesn't mean you won't still care. You will, but you won't think of him as much. When you check your messages, you'll be fine to see there's no reply. There won't be any pain. You can't expect one day, it doesn't have a timeframe, it won't always come on Mondays. There's no set week or month it will appear. You can't set your watch to it. It just comes like the wind, unexpectedly. One day means looking back on the good memories and cherishing what you had. It means looking at the bad ones and realizing you still came out stronger. One day isn't the same for everyone. You won't necessarily love your ex or hate your ex. You'll be able to live without them though, realizing life isn't just about one person. In the long-term, it's about every person you've met. Good and bad.

DarkestStormAmber (6/3/14) What do you guys think of this one? This one is better than the last, but I feel the need to reorganize it and expand. I'd love some advice. You can message me @ http://www.tumblr.com/blog/darkeststorm

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

~Emotions~ Emotions are the worst, they cause you to get attached, fall in love and then make it hard to leave when you know it's for the best. You stick around hoping things will change. You only get hurt though and grow bitter, wondering why you can't just flip a switch and turn it off. If you did that though, you wouldn't be living, you'd only be numb. Instead of caring, you'd become carless and who would care about the consequences then?

DarkestStormAmber (6/3/14) What do you guys think? I'm going to possibly submit it on Mibba today, but I feel it's not really a "story". You can message me @ http://www.tumblr.com/blog/darkeststorm

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

~Retcon~ Can we pause the movie? Rewind it to the beginning and retcon everything that happened? For just one more chance? Because I think we could have made it under different circumstances

-DarkestStormAmber (6/1/14, 8:56am)

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

~Right and Wrong~ I know wanting you is wrong, but having you would be worse. Twist us, mend us, mold us together, the realization hits me that we wouldn't fit

DarkestStormAmber (6/1/14, 8:37am)

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

~32~ I don't know where I'll be ten years from now, it could be with you or maybe someone new even, all I can hope and strive for is happiness and health

DarkestStormAmber

[dreamlessprosefulnights]

They told her lies and she believed every ounce of poison to drip from their lips.

DarkestStormAmber