The ones I gave my everything to, this is for you.
Mr. Army... Thank you for teaching me that men can be cheaters. That especially since you were in a different state that you couldn't be faithful. Thank you for not keeping your promise of marrying me, having a life with me and for making me feel dumb for liking you.
Mr. Guitar Hero... I forgive you for making me feel insecure about the way I look. Thank you for giving me a reason to prove you wrong. I forgive you for betraying me and sleeping with that dumb cunt in the laundry room, I forgive her too. Thank you for teaching me that mental abuse is equally as horrible as physical abuse. I forgive you for being ashamed of me.
Mr. Local Famous... I forgive you for never making you mine legitimately and for thinking that its okay to share yourself with everyone. Thank you for making me feel beautiful when I was still recovering. Thank you for showing me how easy it is to lie to me.
Mr. Punk Rock... I forgive you for not wanting to step up and be a responsible adult, for letting me take care of you and your friend for the time we were together, for making me find out you moved on at one of your shows you invited me to, for betraying me while on tour. Thank you for teaching me not to trust guys on tour. Thank you for making me realize to let go quickly.
Mr. Heroine Addict... I forgive you for stealing from me and my family. I forgive you for making up so many stories, and pretending to be in This Romantic Tragedy. Thanks for showing me that once someones scum they'll most likely always be scum.
Mr. In Denial... I forgive you for keeping me around as an option. Thank you for making the time we were together special. I forgive you for putting your hands on me, making me second in your life, and making me believe in you. Thank you for believing in me being an artist and making me feel very pretty. I forgive you for choosing her over me.
I have got to make better choices. Or stop from making any at all.