Just realized from your Red Bubble that the characters in your banner and pfp have names. What's their story?
Hello! I have discussed Vanya my DnD character before in this post
💬 0 🔁 10 ❤️ 6 · As as we get closer to the founding of the coven we get MORE ARTWORK! This time of Vanya and her father As you can see,
long story short, she's a witchy gal in a polyamorous coven, she got her good end and lives happily in my head with too many children
I'm gonna go into a bit more detail about her here
So Vanya was very much me playing with a doomed by the narrative character, specifically a doomed by the narrative character who faces her inevitable end with compassion and acceptance. This does not mean she just gave up about it, she was searching for a way to break her curse and be able to live a normal life, (and eventually found it through a true polymorph spell) but rather she was prepared to fail, over and over again.
I'd like to reference a particular scene in the DnD movie at this point because I think it echos her attitude
We must never stop failing, because the minute we do, we’ve failed. None of us here can say our lives have gone the way we had hoped for. Holga. You left your tribe to be with a man who left you because you were so upset about leaving your tribe. And if you quit now, that’s in stone! Same with you, Simon. You’re a petty thief masquerading as a pettier sorcerer. You gonna go back to your show? And, Doric, you have integrity, and I am sure the last thing you want to do is tell the Emerald Enclave that you had a chance to save them but you walked away. Me? I’m the champion of failures! I lost everything that ever mattered to me and it was all my fault. You want to know who really killed my wife? I did. I decided we deserved a better life than a Harper’s oath would allow us. But I didn’t know that Red Wizards marked their treasure. I led them right to our door. I didn’t even have the good luck to be home when they got there. I failed the Harpers, I failed my family, I failed all of you. Which is exactly why I can’t quit.
some might say martyr complex, and that's kinda true, but much like being paranoid when they actually are out to get you she has a martyr complex but she is actually doomed.
anyway, her motivation is something I hold dear and kinda wanted to stress test, so she is, well, is almost entirely compassionate. Everything she did, she did for the sake of love and compassion. breaking the afterlife? It was broken to begin with. Abandoning the village? She couldn't look away from those they cast aside. Ending the life of an ancient being that kept a civilisation safe? It deserved to have a death that it wanted.
Early on in the game an NPC asked her if she would want to live forever, and she said no. because it was the limits of life that made it beautiful to her, and I'm glad that through everything, all the tests and challenges to that belief she held firm. even to her detriment. even to the detriment of hundreds of people.
There is something important I think about being forced to assess your values and finding which ones break and which ones hold strong. She found that she was more selfish than she thought, but her selfishness wasn't to do with living longer or having more money or power. Rather her selfishness was getting to be with people that she loved, it was the people she loved having the ability to live full lives. And though she took more for herself and allowed herself to be more selfish always that principle of "letting" people die held strong, she was always in favour of freedom to choose for yourself what life you get.
Kinda wish I'd been able to do more with herbalism but the system wasn't built for that (the final straw for me to go DnD is kinda crap I need other systems for other games)












