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@cattoroll How ya doin' buddy?
Life ahem -your boyfriend- ahem treating you well?
picture i took with my ds earlier today the sun was really bright
the drive to therapy sucked huge massive tits!!!! i was fine for the first 30 minutes i was cruising along and jamming to music and counting the roadkill on a road out in the sticks bc i was on the way from hanging out with my bro and then i ran over a butterfly. i was so distraught. i didnt say anyrhing but my mouth fell open in silent horror as it fluttered in front of my car and disappeared forever And i felt a weight on my shoulders because i knew it was a bad omen . 5 minutes later i’m pulled over on the side of the road bc my chest felt tight, like i couldnt take a full breath and it freaked me out big time I was heaving and trembling n feeling my heartbeat in my stomach because my bro gave me like. some kind of organic hypercoffee that completely wrecked my organs. and i had to piss so bad too But i couldnt even look out on the road without feeling like i was gonna pass out which is not good when people are going 65 so i had to take a minute before i sucked it up and kept going which lasted a whole 10 minutes before i pulled over again feeling like i couldn’t breathe and my hands going numb from adrenaline. i didnt know what the fuck was happening and had to fight to stay calm the rest of the way over and i made it back through sheer force of will And it was not until after i got home and still felt the same that i realized it was my bra. my fucking bra was strangling me the entire time -.-
ZELO - 그녀와는 말리부 (She and Malibu)
[!] History’s Kyungil composed Zelo’s ‘You Are Not An Artist’ from his Day2Day EP
I put together my new ikea bedframe today after finally taking everybody's advice and getting a bedframe. Literally dozens of pushes from multiple people to finally get me to do this lol. I feel older. Welcoming loved ones' input instead of remaining a stubborn bitch in silly self inflicted pain
Also little pleasure of my room now filled with that ikea warehouse scent. Unfinished wood and stuff.
Going to read then doze off in this cozy new setup. Very fucking pleased to finally get a better night's sleep
Day 7/100 of PRODUCTIVITY
04/08/2020
Time woken up : 06:30
Today was the day I got a massive burn out of being productive. I didn't do much. Kinda disappoint (but hey theres always a tommorow). I got distracted with many plans either than school.
Starting my YouTube channel,
Start blogging
Doing a course.
Watching pick a card.
Even though these ideas are AMAZING to try out. I just need to bring my head back to the present . The more ideas I have the more drifted I become from reaching my goals.
My plan is to give my education 100% of me . And when Iam finally stable built my foundation and got to the rhythm of things I can maybe start pursuing my ideas.
I did some chloe tings 35 min. Felt sooo good. I do see a result in my body, but I'm more in love with the feeling of being capable of doing the exercises now without stopping or cracking bones.
I tried to practice my language SECOND LANGUAGE: Afrikaans, but I didnt know where to start.
Instead I read Macbeth.
My goal is to finish Macbeth and start writing my own essays and summaries. Gotta be ahead.
I got fooled into taking a nap which turned out to be a sleep. Aaaaaah.
But overall I learnt something today, I can always be better than I was the day before.
I went to bed early at 23:00 .I'm trying to go to bed early and wake up early.