the day6 hi touch experience that nobody asked for
¬was led to the hi touch area and
¬turned left into the corridor expecting to walk some more but
¬or at least, there stood Jae's chest
¬because I had to recalibrate my angle of elevation to see him and boy (I am a grand total of 152cm which is.. great for planes and nothing more)!
¬first thought: dude he is reaaally tall
¬second thought: omg he be smiling really wide and his skin be really glowy and nice
¬third thought: aw shit he's the first person I will hi five?? , TACTICAL ERROR he's gon ruin me for the rest of the band
¬I shuffle forward and greedily! shamelessly! look my fill and he bends slightly and says hi,
¬raises his hand for a hi five,
¬and ladies and gentlemen.....
¬I went in for the hi five
¬with my thoughts and the visuals attacking me all at once!
¬His hand is soft!! Sorcery!
¬He was still smiling very widely and looking straight at me as my last brain cell fired more signals
¬He said something, I think it was hi or thanks for coming
¬but it's all a blur, because I was not prepared to conversate??? all I can remember is his glowing, translucent skin and his equally glowing stupid wide smile and
¬I always thought he was skinny but his cheeks are chubby and I love it when they become more prominent with his smile
¬and I remember his tres cute expression during the concert where he said 'Unfortunately' and everyone went: awwwww and he was equal parts indignant and surprised as he exclaimed 'I only said unfortunately!!'
¬GOTCHA I didn't, the point was (and is) that
¬he is adorable!! good lookin!! (I chanced upon a jae singing video a few years ago but becos I have the habit of autoplaying and only hearing, not watching, youtube stuff, I didn't see his face until last year what a fool I regret everything in life)
¬and you didn't hear it from me but I had to tiptoe a little even though he bent forward a little too
¬and with that, I left a little piece of my heart with jae
¬but it okay because I looked a lot while everyone in front was hi fivin him SCORE!
¬I shuffle forward, and it's...
¬Sungjin aka Bob aka the other guy I really like in the band (altho tbh there isn't anyone I dislike)
¬He says thanks for coming
¬with a sparkle in his eye
¬in his freaking puppy dog eyes (a soft spot)
¬and the sparkle reminded me of that one tumblr post of a shooting star that I reblogged because the entire thread convinced me that I'd get my wish granted if I wished and reblogged it aaaaaand can you guess what I wished for on that sungjin-sparkly shooting star?
¬well if it isn't obvious......
¬'this is stupid and I won't get my hopes up so imma wish to meet day6 months before the concert so I can forget about this wish and disappointment I'm thrusting upon myself but I hope this wishing thing works anyways so lezgeddit star' *reblogs*'
¬side note: I'm gonna have to reblog the shooting star post with e v i d e n c e now
¬back to narrating, see point 35 - yes I counted
¬and held out his hand for me
¬I don't even aim for the hi five, cos I was lookin at him duh but
¬I *think* I raised my hand and hi fived him
¬while thinking: wow he is slimmer than I thought
¬and also: wow he is handsome (I already knew this but everyone knows IT FEELS GOOD TO BE RIGHT)
¬and speaking English!! For us!!
¬and my thoughts were momentarily wrecked
¬I mean, how can I fend for myself if they send in the big guns first?!
¬also a quick afterthought, jae was leaning right against the table while sungjin was standing slightly further, so jae really wassa closeeee
¬and after blinking furiously like an idiot because a sungjin meme expressions montage chose to hit me at that moment as I saw his face
¬I guess I said thank you and my feet took me forward, and I was face to face with......
¬Dowoon, (fact: he is really good lookin) (other fact: heck, they're all hella good-looking it's a universal truth) but I barely remembered what happened because the first two boys did fatal damage and I almost didn't recover becos I think he said thank you in that huggable voice of his but I dont know becos like I said,
¬BIAS. BIAS WRECKER. UNFORESEEN. CRISIS.
¬almost!! But I managed to register his smooth skin and his cute awkward smile ehehe
¬we're the same age but I, too, absolutely wish to put him in my pocket and protecc him like the rest of day6
¬but still mostly in a daze, I repeat the only phrase left in my lexicon (thank you) and walked forward while in a trance to see..
¬Young K, aka high-energy boy of the night, who never made my heart flutter tbh because he isn't my type of good lookin' altho he is surprise surprise good-wait for it lookin'
¬UNTILL he looked me in the eye AND I MEAN LOOKED
¬with his piercing gaze and I kid you not, I felt a strange jolt of awareness
¬and don't get me wrong, jae, sungjin and dowoon all held eye contact for seconds that felt like a slo-mo movie with me but
¬this was some next-level, my-entire-world-is-you gaze that made me understand how Young K could write Hunt the way he did because boy,
¬널 사냥해 was written in his eyes
¬later I found out that my friends also received that same jolt, and so, it was not an anomaly gaiz, young k is rlly. silently. intensely. intense. good luck young k stans.
¬but the gap was when he said thank you, so gently, like a prince?¿?
¬and also he be tanner than the rest
¬and also leaned in to speak
¬and all these little details were noted in some cranny of my synapse-firing brian (hey brian looks like brain ha ha ok shut up brian I mean brain)
¬so that's how I know I woke up from my jae-jin trance
¬afterthought: I guess hunting could be a royal sport ...
¬and after I survived all of dem boys it was time to say goodbye to day6 with our last member.....
¬Wonpil(이 바보) which made me kinda sad until
¬I actually got in front of wonpil and he raised his hand out and I did too................
¬...............................................
¬and we lost the script cos none of us hi fived each other IDK why we just looked like we were miming each other
¬two awkward beings with smol hands
¬okay, that part was a lie, I was too devastated by the others to check out his hand
¬but in that moment of 'what are my lines' I properly looked at him and boy he be handsum too
¬shy, awkward, cutie cutie, reallly good looking
¬aaaand I found my script! and said
¬'bye!' and did a little weird jump to hi five him and scuttled away
¬and re-entered my day6 daze but this time
¬with my heart kinda full and my cheeks kinda numb
¬the anticlimatic end of a overly-dramatic hi touch experience
¬that really, no one asked for