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I just finished playing Detroit Become Human for the first time and really wanted to get the bad ending so I made all the bad choices. Ended up making myself cry instead, I get way too attached to fictional characters.

#way too invested for my mental health but hey its winter so what can you do #detroit become human #dbh #dbh connor #dbh hank #dbh markus #dbh kara #dbh sad #bad ending #multiple choice #nuke ending

Headcanon

Requested by @vittiria137! Can you make a headcanon about after Hank dies with Connors perspective? Maybe Connor is scucidal?

Warnings: Death, mentions of scuicide, mentions of drug abuse.

Summary: It had been years after Connor moved in with Hank, years more after the start of the Android Revolution. The day was like any other and Hank was sleeping in again. It normally happened that Hank would wake up after Connor had drawn his bedroom curtains to let light seep in but today it seemed like he needed extra convincing. Connor leaned over the side of the bed. "Hank?" No response. He shook the luteniants shoulder and paused. His body temperature was near non-existent.

Connor:

Connor frantically runs a full scan and the luteniants ID hovers in his vision.

It reads: "Luteniant Anderson, Hank" Underneath it in bold lettering it spelled: "Deceased"

For the next week Connor doesn't show up to the DPD.

It pains him too much to walk past the luteniants old desk.

Of course Connor had noticed that Hanks wrinkles seemed to grow, that Hank seemed more fatigued but Connor didn't want to think about the inevitable of Hanks death. After all, Connor already hated having to watch Hank age as he stayed the same.

Connor recalls the memory of Sumo passing. Hank had helped him through the grief. It was Connors first confrontation with loss.

Connors hair becomes messy. He has no reason to brush or style it.

Connor feels lonely for the first time in a long time.

Connor is overwhelmed with emotion; loss, pain, denial. Whenever he was caught up in too much for him to handle the Luteniant would help him understand the emotions he felt.

Connor wishes that something could take the loss away, even if only a temporary fix. Something like Red Ice but Connor is an Android and cannot use such substances.

That's a thing Connor hates about feeling lonely. Any human can pick their poison but for an Android posions didn't effect him.

After Connors initial emotions filter through Connor is confronted with something arguably worse: Numbness.

The numbness is crushing, it almost feels as if he was just a machine again. He wonders that if you don't feel emotion, are you even alive?

Connor knew a way to escape the lack of feeling. Deactivation. It was so close all that it would take is removing his Thirium Pump Regulator.

He knows that if he were to deactivate himself he wouldn't be coming back, RK800's were no longer manufactured.

After days of sitting in Hanks home, the home where Hank had passed, Connor finally removes his Thirium Pump.

Red, urgent words flashed in his vision: "Danger: Shutdown imminent"

Connor recalls back to when Hank asked what happens when an Android dies. Nothing? Android heaven?

Connors main functions begin to shut down. Connor thinks about how he could put the pump back in and everything would be fine. But why would he want to?

Notes: Geez it's really hard to get into the headspace to write headcanons like this, but I was glad to do it! I hope this is acceptable for the lovely person who requested it! Please alert me if there are any spelling/grammar mistakes!

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