▫︎ ▪︎ ━ away from home .
there’s a part of him that says he should be excited, but most of him says that this is all moving rather fast. even faster than it did when hyun said that he’d be part of a debut project, even faster than when he said he’d have to pack up his things and leave their shared apartment on their birthdays. perhaps this is something like a trauma for hongjoong, watching people leave to start a life all their own. only this time, he’s the one that has to leave and he’s not sure what to do about it.
he’ll miss his cats. he’ll miss his brother, and his fiancee. he’ll miss his niece. he’ll miss the way that his room was organized just the way he liked it, a little too full but still homely nonetheless. where clothes from the night before were left on the floor by his bed, but everything else was put away neatly. he’ll miss the way that his niece would scream for him every night when he came home from practice, demanding to be held by the one person she hadn’t seen all day long.
how is it, really, that he’s supposed to tell his family this? and what is he supposed to do with his six cats? “ this is all moving super fast.” he mumbles under his breath - not that hongjoong didn’t expect it to go slow. but he thought perhaps he’d give his brother time to get used to the idea, but it seems like that was not to be the case. his attention turns to minho, biting the inside of his cheek before he continues, “ is it going to be hard for you? i’m a little worried about my brother .. and my cats ...”
▫︎ ▪︎ ━ < @rklino >
