I've been out...
I know, it's been a while since my last post, what I can say is that at the time I was so sad that I couldn't think of anything but killing myself, so i took some time, nothing improved I'm still sad and wanting to die, my mental health is deteriorating as fast as I can notice and I can't handle it anymore, I think that in fact, I'm my own hell, I'm tired, I don't know how much more of this I'm destined to handle, I feel like every weekend can be my last and I'm here lying in my bed listening sad music, reading random things and seeing in live proof that nobody in this earth cares about me enough to help me, even a little bit, just to get me out of my room, nobody, I'm sad. Every day I saw notifications from here, your guys chatting in my group chat (see fixed post), the chat is full at the moment, i will remove some fakes and deactivated accounts and filter some of the requests (more than 200 lol) I'm also creating a second and s third group, for everyone who needs help or just someone to listen what's going on with your lifes. And I think that's is it, I'm back, I'm excited to watch over your guys again, I'm happy about the 7.6k followers, it's a expressive number for a pile of junk like me haha, I hope everyone is safe, xoxo ❤️
